Ends With You (A Michael Clifford FanFic)

Chapter 45

Sarah's POV

The doctors were wrong, I wasn't un conscious, I could hear everything that was going on, but I couldn't move. Not twitch a finger or open my eyes, it was infuriating not being able to control your muscles, maybe it was better so I didn't see what I looked like. I don't know wether it was a dream or not... but I heard them. My Angels. All of them. Makayla, Celine, Alli, cal, Luke, ash.... and Michael. They were all crying softly. I wished I could comfort them and tell them I was okay but I couldn't. I felt soft little hands intertwine with mine, ashton.

" Sarah, I know your still in there and if you can hear me.... I'm sorry about what I said before you left. I-I love you, you've always been there for me and need you to come back, you're my best friend." He kissed my hand, and his fingers slipped out of mine, In my mind I was screaming out to him, but my mouth wouldn't move, not even twitch. Then I felt warm, loving hands, Michael. He just sat by me and held my hand, for the longest time. I could tell he was looking for something to say.

" Guys could you give me a minute?" he asked them.

" Yeah, sure." They all mumbled. They trudged out the door, softly crying. When the door shut and we were alone, I felt little tear drops hit my hands and slide down them. I could feel the lump in my throat, but no tears came. I wanted so much just to know I felt his pain and that I loved him to.

" Sarah...." He said through his tears " Let's start with I love you.... I always have and I know I always will. If you saw those pictures of me and Leanne? They weren't real.... I would never do that with her, I wanted it to be you. But now it probably will never be.... I know somewhere deep down you can hear me, so please listen. You're the best thing that ever happened to me, better then my singing career, better then turning 18, better then breathing. My songs, there all about you, no one else. I think without you I'm going to quit my career, I can't do it without you Sarah. You're my only reason for anything. You're the most beautiful girl there ever was or ever is going to be, your smile makes other people smile even if they don't want to, your laugh gives me butterflies every time I hear it, I can't even explain how much I love you, for everything about you, just please wake up, wake up!" He said, he started to cry even more. He tilted his head down and gently kissed my lips, and my heart started beating faster, and I could finally move my lips. I was about to say something when a whole team of nurses and doctors rushed in because the machine next to me started beeping madly.

" You have to leave!" the nurse said to Michael ushering him out. No! Not again he was not leaving!

"MICHAEL!!" I yelled. His head snapped back to me and he opened his mouth to say something but was pushed out the door. I collapsed back onto the bed and fell unconscious

" Were losing her!! Her heart rate is dropping!"

Michael's POV

When I heard her call my name my whole world felt right again, just for a split second, until I was pushed out and I heard the call "Were losing her" from inside. We all looked at each other, with tears still streaming down our faces, we all looked horrible. Our eyes were beyond red, the girls makeup all over their hands and faces, the guys hair messier then ever, nobody had strength to flip it, not even Michael Clifford cared about his hair right now.

Sarah's POV

I remember being loaded into a big noisy, screaming metal death trap. A helicopter. I would ask where I'm going but I was to worn out to move. Yelling Michael's name had taken all I had. So I just laid there and let them take me. They had told me that Harry couldn't make it because he was "to busy recording" yeah some boyfriend he was! But really.... I could care less if he was there or not, I didn't love him, not one bit. I could feel my heart slowing down, with each beat. I wonder if these are my last moments, so I thought of Michael, and my eyelids slowly slid closed, maybe for the last time.

Michael's POV

I got a tweet from Matt saying some of the fans were outraged that I had left the concert early but most of them were praying for Sarah to get better like they had done for Lauren. I smiled weakly at the tweet and decided to post a video. I fixed my hair and wiped my eyes as best I could but I still looked horrible.

" Hey guys, well I want to say I am truly very, very sorry for walking out on the concert like that it was an emergency as you all know. Thank you for your prayers I'm sure Sarah appreciates them. You guys are the best fans ever! Thank you so much and I promise next time I won't walk out on a concert."

I switched off the camera just as a nurse walked in with something in a little bag.

" Are you the one that gave Sarah this?" she asked me, taking out a silver necklace with a heart on the end.

" Yes." I said, holding out my hand for it. It was un harmed, still had the engravings on it and still looked goods as new.

" She put up quite a fight, she wouldn't let go of it. She must really love you." said the nurse.

" Yeah..... She must." I said, the biggest smile forming on my face