Ends With You (A Michael Clifford FanFic)

Chapter 60

Sarah's POV

Friday came faster then I expected. We were on our way to Andrea's house. They had all been cool with the idea that Andrea wanted to be friends and all except for Alli, she was a bit more skeptical. I for one didn't care where I was. I still haven't made up with Michael and we barely talked, I wanted to give him space.

" Oh come on Alli, it'll be fun!" Celine coaxed her.

" Yeah, Sarah said she looked really sorry." Makayla said.

" Yeah I bet she was really sorry when she was sucking face with my baby!" Alli pouted.

" She didn't know though!" Makayla said.They went into a rant about how this was gonna be sooo fun! And frankly it was getting quite annoying.

" Would yall stop!?" I snapped a little louder then intended. They all had hurt expressions on their faces but stopped talking. I regreted saying it. What was wrong with me!?

We pulled up into Andrea's driveway in silence. She had a nice looking house, it was two story with a stone columns by the door.

" Look guys I'm sorry I didn't mean to snap." I apolojized

" It's alright Sarah, we understand what your going through." I smiled at each of them as they passed me by and went up to the door. They really didn't know what I was going through. Makayla and Luke had only been going out for about 3 weeks, Celine and ash had always had a perfect realtionship. Only Alli might get a glimpse of understanding.

" Hey guys!" I heard Andrea say from the doorway. I grabbed my bags and headed into the house with the rest of them.

Calum's POV

I sat in my room battaling with the monster that still hadn't gone away. I was addicted to it. The drugs. The meth. I still had the bag that I hadn't used before Alli got into the hospital and I was craving it bad. I knew I shouldn't, everything was finally right in my life and I was secretly going down hill and fast. I could already feel it taking it's toll on me. Sometimes I couldn't breathe as well, I was always tired, sometimes I puked up all my food and I was getting skinner. I should call somebody try to get my mind off it.... but the question is who would understand. Alli? No, she wouldn't ever forgive me for that and cheating. Michael?... he wouldn't want me around Sarah if I told him... the only person that would really understand who have to be Sarah. So I called her. It rang a couple times before she picked up.

" Hello?" she asked.

" Sarah.... I need your help." I sighed.

" What's wrong?"

" I-I don't know how to tell you...."

" Your not cheating again are you!?" she hissed.

" No, no not that... but, I'm thinking about doing something...."

" Calum spit it out!" she said. I could tell she was getting a little annoyed with me so here it goes I breathed in and let it out slowly.

" Well ever since Michael didn't remember who I was...it hit me really hard because he's such a big part of my life and stuff... and then when I hurt Alli like that.. it put the icing on the cake and now I'm addicted to....meth." I whispered the last part.

" JESUS CHRIST CALUM THOMAS HOOD!!!"

" I know Sarah... I KNOW it's wrong I just can't stop." I could feel the tears forming in my eyes.

" Do you have any now?" she asked, a motherly protection in her voice.

" Yeah.. that's why I called you... to get my mind off it."

" Calum stay where you are don't freaking touch it!" she said.

" I'll be right over." she said, the line going dead. I didn't know if I could hold out that long.

Sarah's POV

I hung up the phone quickly and thought up an excuse for leaving.

" Hey uhm I have to go get some paracetamol, my head is hurting really bad." I said, putting my hand on my head and making a pained expression.

" Oh I have some here..." Andrea said.

" Uh no!" I said, stopping her. "It's special paracetamol ..." I said, not quite believeing myself. They were all looking at me like I was crazy.

" See you in a second!" I said, running out the door. As I was pulling out the driveway I was thinking that wa my worst lie ever.

Calum's POV

Sarah was taking to long! I was squirming in my seat, trying to resist the pull of the drugs, but I couldn't I caved. Sarah was going to be so pissed when she got here.