My thoughts are all jumbled
And my body is weak
My head is here pounding
And my world is all bleak
She's yelling words at me
That are nothing but true
That make me feel worthless
Through and through
And I know that she shouldn't
Bother me like this
But she does and I hate her
And my thoughts are amiss
She's confusing and broken
Just like I am
She's the same person
But inside my head
She is called Anxiety
The one destroyer of me
That makes my thoughts bleed
And my voice noisily scream
And my body shake violent
And my head quake yet silent
And my heart squeeze in pain
And weaken my knees in shame
And breaks my life into a million pieces
She is Anxiety
Every day she's with me
Waiting in silence
Waiting to attack
Until the right moment
She knows that I don't want her
But she comes anyway
At morning or night
Or all through the day
And no matter how hard I try
She whisks away my certainty
In one simple motion
As if it was nothing but easy
I want her to leave
And she does now and then
But she always comes back
Again and again
She is called Anxiety
The one destroyer of me
That makes my thoughts die
And my voice loudly cry
And my body fall helpless
And my head feel so restless
And my heart fumble around
And my feet stumble to the ground
And breaks my life into a million pieces
She is Anxiety
She is torturous and cruel
And the closer I come to dying
The more that I break down
The more that she is satisfied
She knows what she's doing
A professional heart breaker
Turning my mind
Into the lowest of traitors
And I think about all the times
I cried myself to exhaustion
And remember her angering me
readying for combustion
She's breaking me down
And her win will be wrong
Because my barrier of strength
Can only hold for so long
She will reign
And tear me down
As she builds up her fame
Until the end of my days
She is called Anxiety
The one destroyer of me
That makes my thoughts doubt
And my voice vulgarly shout
And my body collapse
And my head relapse
And my heart turn cold
And my legs bend and fold
And breaks my life into a million pieces
She is Anxiety
The one destroyer of me
Controlling me
Indefinitely
-Cas
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Non-Fiction"Written words speak when your voice fails" I started this project almost two years ago as a way for people all around the world to see that they are not voiceless or alone and that there isn't just one version of life. Not only that but also to sh...
