23. Was it ever true?-Reyna.T

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Time is running out and you don't even seem to care
that's how I know it wasn't real
that's how I know there's nothing there.
I used to scream nigga I used to stay awake and cry now all of a sudden you want me back when I was trying to say goodbye?
This ain't nothing new to us this is something that we know.
I be telling you you got my trust when actually you don't.
Think about love ,
About it
What do you see?
You don't even got a side hoe but I know you don't see me.
I don't know why you keep holding on.
you trying to trap me?
You waiting for what you want so you can feel satisfactory?
We used to laugh together
used to share our hopes and dreams
Everyone said we were goals but ain't nothing as it seems.
We had our own problems sometimes we used to fight
but that never stopped you from saying you love me late at night.
all these stupid love songs got me hurting in my head. I know I say goodnight but that don't mean I'm going to bed.
I still smell you on my pillow
I still feel you in my sheets and when I think about you I get weak in my knees Because it hurts me, sometimes I miss you ,
I do.
But how can you miss something that was never true?
You keep liking their pictures ,
Texting em ,
keep doing that.
But once you feeling lonely don't start missing what we had.
You will come running,
You know where I be at,
But lemme warn you real quick , you not gon get me back.
- Reyna.T

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