Thought it'd never fade
I still hear you in my music
I just wish to be drunk so i could forget
Numb the ache of every word
It's crazy how fast things change
and then it's too late,
I used to find love in your smile
now i feel shattered pieces of glass,
There's nothing to hold but the memories we made
Our hands don't fit like they used too
Something broke one day
Something we both felt,you grinned while it caused me pain
Maybe they never fit together anyway,
just an illusion like making two puzzle pieces fit together
Forced and broken afterwards
Happiness turned to hurt
Now the world looks different without you around
3am knows all our secrets
Lucky me that it stands alone because the world is asleep at that time of the night
You made it sound like it was you,sarcasm was evident in your words
You meant it was me but deep down inside the cheshire cat heart of yours you know it's you that shattered the plans
I thought you were the one
Turns out you were, just not in the sense i thought
Realized it's okay to let you go
Even tho you called me a cure
You were killing me slowly
Took my vodka stained breath away
When you asked to talk again one day
It didn't end well for you
I spoke my mind and left everything we ever had behind
I hope you feel my absence
and know before my heart turned cold
And i lost all care in the world
That's how i felt towards you
Tears every night and fake smiles every day
Now look what happened
Roles reversed
Cant even say i'm sorry
I wont lie to you even considering the past
I could see your heart aching like i was looking at an X-ray
Your shock was clear when i started speaking
Quiet people have the loudest minds
I was ready to speak mine
I never asked for any of this
We started out great
Even when it took a turn
I stayed with you even after seeing your worst
Now you know how i felt
The time it took to rid of the ache in my chest was longer than you'd know
Im moving on, letting go
Even tho the memories will never fade
Lets just pretend it never happened
What, you and me?
- Tanna
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Project Feel
Non-Fiction"Written words speak when your voice fails" I started this project almost two years ago as a way for people all around the world to see that they are not voiceless or alone and that there isn't just one version of life. Not only that but also to sh...
