Crashing and I don't know how to stop
My heart is dropping
Can't bare the weight any longer
feels like I'm drowning
there's a weight on my chest getting heavier by the day
My head is pounding continuously
no one sees a difference
fakes a smile
they've began to think it's real
even i'm failing to see it
i can't seem to sleep
nightmares of the outcomes and past events call me there home
i hate crying but i can't help myself
it's all too much to hold back
so at night when no one can hear,when no one can see
i break down and try to find some inner peace
A single word can't fix this
wish they'd understand that
I know some have it worse
trust me i'll never forget,it's all i'm ever told
it can't stop this feeling tho
I'm crashing and i don't know how to stop
i'm cringing at the memories
thought i could hold myself together
did a good job till another thing hit me harder than ever
it's denting my barricade
shaking me from my last hope at grasping sanity
trying not to let it take over
faking enough strength to make myself believe
the brick wall i've built is crumbling slowly
even if i'm crashing i won't let it show
i may crash but i will crash unknowingly praying my feet save me.
- Tanna
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Project Feel
Non-Fiction"Written words speak when your voice fails" I started this project almost two years ago as a way for people all around the world to see that they are not voiceless or alone and that there isn't just one version of life. Not only that but also to sh...
