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Guilt and Pain

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Purvi came to prakshi's room and saw mama sarkar & prakshi silently sitting on the couch. And from their expressions it clearly seemed that they were very upset.

With little steps she came towards them.. mama sarkar lifted his gaze and looked at purvi who's standing corner of the bed. she called them in slow voice.

Purvi : Maa, Mama ji..

Prakshi eyes fell on purvi and both stood up from couch looked at each other. purvi held prakshi's hands and said.

Purvi : Maa hum jante ha humne thappad khane wale kaam kiye ha aap dono ke mafi layak bhi nahi ha hum.. hume parivar ko jod kar rakhna chaiye tha lekik gusse mai andhe hokar khudgarzi me galati pe galati krte rhe. shayad aaj hum aapke aage khade hone ke layak khi ha kyuki humne apke bete ko dukh diye ha takleef pahuchai ha.. hum us kaabil to nahi ha par ho sake to maaf kar dijiyega.

Mama ji aapne hamesha mukhiji ko sanjo kar rakhna chaha sage bete se zayda unhe pyaar diya laad kiya.. hume pata ha is waqt aaplog hmse or gusaa honge kyuki sari jaydad paise hume apne naam karva liye.. aaplog soch rhe honge kaisi khudgarzi ladki ha. magar kasam se keh rahe ha humare pass or dryers koi bhi rasta nahi bacha tha mukhiji ke pass aane ka ho sake to maaf kardijyega Mama ji.

Both were starring at purvi.. she was crying and begging for their forgiveness.. just then prakshi put her hand on purvi's shoulder.

Prakshi : Purvi me koi nahi hoti tumhe maaf karne wali chahe saza dene wali jo tum krogi tumhe khud hi aaj nhi to kal bhugtna ha lekin mai maa hu jiske bete ke prati tumhara prem kaccha reh gaya. me aaj nahi to kal maaf kar dungi par sawal ye ha ki kya virendra maafi dega? Sab kuch bhul jaega.?

MS : Hum samjhte ha purvi tumhe kisi ne  tasveer bheje tumhara man na mante hue bhi mamne par majbur hua kyuki baat maa baap ki thi. Koi bhi baccha tilmila jata ye soch kar uske maa baap ko kisi ne mara ha mai ye bhi samjhta hu us waqt dimag kaam nahi karega kispe bhaorsha kare kispar nahi kya kare kya nahi.. magar purvi tu gussa karti ghar aati na viren se sawal krti par tu police ke pass chali gayi apne pyaar ko mauka nahi diya beta?

More tears rolled down on her cheeks.. she closed her eyes in pain and guilt..

Purvi : Ha mama ji humse bhool hogayi ek bar bhi humne mukhiji se khud sawal nahi kiye na hi unhe khudki baat kehne ka mauka diya sirf apne mann ki karte gaye gusse me aaj usi ka parinam ha wo hume dekhne tak nahi chahte baat karna to durr ki baat ha!

Prakshi : Dheere dheere ghav bharte ha. tera jo bhi tha aaj wo sab daav pe laga ha or purvi humara kya ha aaj hum zinda ha kal nhi hoge rishta bachna zaruri ha to wo tera or tere pati ka ha.. hum to waqt rehte maaf kar hi denge. Kyuki tumhe bhi humne beti hi mana tha kisi parae ghar ka dhan nahi..

MS : Prakshi theek keh rahi ha ab tum haveli me ho to tumhe viren pe zayda dhayan dena ha uski maafi zaroori ha.. kyuki hum jante ha viren jab ek bar gussa hota ha wo itni aasani se nahi manta or samne to tum khadi ho jise wo sabse zayda pyaar karta tha isiliye nafrat chahe gusaa bharpur dikhaega tumhe.

Purvi's red eyes looked them. she smiled sadly and nods.

Purvi : Sahi kaha apne dono ne lekin hum kahi na kahi aap sabke doshi ha to maafi sabki mangni ha maa, mama ji. mukhiji to gusse me chale gaye par yakeen ha hume apne pyaar pe khud ke rishte pe panchayat jaate the to wo hume jane ke liye khete the. ghar se nikal hi diya to manae kaise, isiliye aisa kadam uthana pada..