One Direction Preferences

He Finds Your Scars

*Warning: May trigger, don't read if it triggers.*

Liam- "Babe why are you always wearing a sweater?" Liam asked obliviously. "I don't know babe I am just always cold." You said as you two snuggled up on the couch together. "But in the 6 months we have dated I honestly don't think I have ever seen your arms!" Liam said with a little chuckle, causing you to nervously chuckle as well. You were determined to make sure Liam didn't see your arms because of all the scars there, You figured he would be just like every other guy who just left you because they thought you were just a crazy cutter. "Liam I am tired." You said trying to change the subject. "Then take a nap." Liam said as he gave you more room on the couch and you laid your head down on his firm chest. Before you knew it you were being awoken by Liam who had tears in his eyes. And the first thing you noticed was the sleeve of your sweater was rolled up to your elbow. "Liam.." You said softly as you looked into his tear filled eyes. "Why didn't you tell me?" He whispered as the tears streamed down his cheeks. "Liam it's not you.. I just everyone who ever saw them left me and I didn't want you to leave too." You whimpered. "(YN) I would never leave you because of this." He said as he ran his fingers over the scars. "Please tell me you don't do this anymore?" He cried. "No. I don't." You said softly. "Why did you?" He asked. "I had a tough time in high school.. I only did it a few times then my parents got me help. I just... I couldn't handle the pressure and the bullying anymore so I turned to this." You said as tears escaped your eyes. "(YN) If you ever need anybody to talk to you know you can talk to me about anything." Liam said softly as he kissed each and every one of your scars.

Niall: "(YN) are you ready for the show!?" Niall said excitedly as you walked around backstage. "Yeah I am babe!" You said as you hugged Niall. "I'm glad I could finally get you out here to a show!" He said as he hugged you back. "You'll sit right up front so I can see you!" Niall said with a wink as Paul came over to take you to your seat. Once you got out to your seat you were nearly dripping with sweat and you really wanted to take off your sweater but there was one problem, your scars. You didn't want Niall to be able to see them. So you figured he wouldn't be able to see the small scars in your writs with all the lights. So you took off your sweater and before you knew the boys were on stage and Niall ran right over to your section and you were dancing with your hands up and you knew then and there he saw your scars, because his face went pale, tears hit his eyes and he ran off stage. Leaving the crowd and boys in awe. "Niall.." You sighed as you went backstage the way you came out to try to find him. "Niall." You said once you found him in the dressing room. "Why didn't you tell me?" He sobbed, his naturally pink cheeks beat red. "Because I am embarrassed." You said as you sat next to him and wiped off his tears. "I didn't want you to leave like everyone else in my life did." You said as tears poked your eyes. "Do you still?" Niall said softly as he looked at his tears. "No Niall. I stopped when I met you, I didn't have the need to do it anymore, there was someone in my life I knew actually cared about me." You said as re ran his fingers the small bumps. "I love you." He said his face still stained of tears. "But you know who else loves you. Your fans who paid good money to see you preform so you better get back out there Ni." You said as you both got up from the couch and went back out to the show.

Louis: "(YN) come on! Come swim with me!" Louis said from the pool in your backyard. "I don't know.." You said from the pool deck where you were wearing shorts and a tee shirt over your bikini. "Oh come on you've lived here for 3 months and I don't think we have gone swimming together before!" Louis said as he pulled himself out of the pool and sat down next to you. "Ok spill it.. there is a reason you're not swimming with me." Louis said. "Lou it is nothing ok I just don't want to swim today." You said not looking Louis in the eye. "(YN) You know that you can tell me anything.." Louis said as he lifted up your chin so you had to look at him. "Fine. I don't want you to see my stomach." You said simply. "Oh my gosh (YN) are you really that insecure around me?" Louis said. "Louis it's not that ok, I just don't want you to see it." You said as tears came to your eyes. "Why are you crying!?" Louis said with concern. "Because I have scars ok. I used to cut myself." you said to Louis. "Oh my gosh (YN)..." Louis said as he wrapped his strong arms around you. "You could've just told me love.. I wouldn't have been such a prick about this is I had known." Louis whispered causing you to giggle a little. "But (YN) that's okay, none of us are perfect, we all come with baggage. Just because you used to cut doesn't have anything to do with you now." Louis said softly. "I Love every little thing about you and your scars will be one of them." Louis said as he squeezed your hand, and you took off your shirt and shorts.

Harry: "(YN) come here." Harry said with fear in his voice from his office. "Yes?" You said nervously as you walked inside his office and sat down. "What is this?" He asked as he turned around his laptop and you read the title of the page 'Harry Styles girlfriend a cutter?'. "Harry..." You said softly. "It's true isn't it?" He said as tears rushed down his face. "Babe why.. what haven't I done?" Harry said softly. "Harry It's not you okay. It is me. I couldn't handle something a that's what I turned to ok please. It won't happen again." You said as tears fell from your eyes. "What was it? What couldn't you take?" He asked. "You can tell me anything." He said. "The hate ok." You said as more tears came from your eyes. "I Knew that is what you were going to say." Harry said under his breath. "(YN) please tell me you will never, ever do this again.." Harry said as he walked over and sat by you. "Harry I promise." You said as you tried to wipe the tears from your eyes.

Zayn: "Zayn can you grab me a pair of socks? My feet are freezing?" you said while you two watched a movie in the living room. "Sure babe." Zayn said as he got up and went to your bedroom. But it was taking him forever to return, 2 minuets, 5 minuets, 8 minuets went by before you finally went upstairs to check on Zayn. "Zaaayn?" You said as you walked into the bedroom to see Zayn sitting on the edge of the bed with his face buried in his hands. "Zayn whats wron... Oh no." You said as you saw the small box of blades sitting on the bed next to him. "Why?" He asked through the tears. It happened once okay Zayn." You said as tears rushed out your eyes."I promise it only happened once but I kept them just incase ok." You said. "I am on medication now." You said as the words slipped out of your mouth. "What?" He said confused. "I cut myself once as a kid and then my parents saw and they put me on anti depressants. I haven't done it since ok." You said quickly: embarrassed. "Babe why didn't you tell me?" Zayn said through his tears. "Because I didn't want this to happen." you said. "Babe come on, were going to throw these out right now." Zayn said as you two went o through out the blades.