Dylan & Ally's Immortal Love #Wattys2015

Chapter 13: sigh!

Chapter: 13
The week passed by quickly. Nothing but home works, quizzes and studying. The word spread about Jordan and I going out, the same for Dylan and Naomi.

We were under the spotlight, since members of 'The Group' were finally getting involved in relationships.

Now, why did I say The Group? Because we are one of the most famous groups at school... We were nothing like the nerds group, the fake girls group, the jocks, the cheerleaders, the geeks, or anything like that.

We were the colorful, dangerous group. We were, to be honest, feared.

Colorful as in Dylan and I had brown hair and eyes, Destiny had red hair and blue eyes, Austin had blonde hair with a mixture of green and blue in his eyes, and Melina had black hair and eyes. Add to that... Dylan, Austin and I had so many tattoos.

Feared because we were involved in some serious stuff. Remember when I said that we were bullied? Well, our bullying stopped when we got involved in big problems and got in trouble. And now that we have tattoos, piercings, rumors, and witnesses of what we can do, we were feared and everyone backed away from us.

So, two members of The Group being involved with people outside the circle, was something big!

And by the way, we were all bullied, except Melina. Yes, Austin got bullied too... Since he was a computer geek, a big fan of comics and video games. Also, they bullied him because kids simply didn't like him! But during his growth, his muscles grew more with him, and he joined the soccer team along with Dylan. That's how we all became friends, and his bullying ended.

We were laughed at, pushed in the hallways, got beaten up, made fun of, our homeworks got torn apart in front of our eyes or got stolen, and generally bullied just because we refused to change.

We were punished, because even though everyone hated us, but we stayed as we are! We didn't change ourselves to fit in. No, we stayed true, laughed as we want, talked as we liked, dressed in what we loved, and just stayed like we are!

I don't deny that I've tried to fit in, but when I saw how the world was full of hate, jealousy, and mean people... I gave up, and refused to turn into one.

Even though I cried myself to sleep for 8 years, thought about suicide for 4 years, and self harmed for 6 years, but it showed me that I had feelings! That I was still human inside, because I cared and got effected by their words and actions.

I can't remember how many cuts I've made on my body, how many times I punched the walls to the point that my knuckles started bleeding or broke, how many times I screamed into my pillow. But it made me who I am today!
It made me the feared person now, and I am myself without wishing that I am anyone except myself! I can do anything without anyone making fun of me or making remarks. Yes I hated my life, I thought about suicide, I wanted to die. But, if I wasn't bullied, I wouldn't have been me, I wouldn't have met my best friends!

I'm grateful for my past, even though it was tough, but it made me stronger! Maybe I would've turned into a bully if I wasn't a victim! Even though I saw how cruel people can be for no reason, but it didn't make me turn like them, I am nice! I offer help for who needs it!
I will never allow anyone to disgrace me, or ever hurt me ever again!

Even though, I thought I would never smile or laugh, but I am doing it! I'm happy! When anyone used to tell me that everything would be okay, and everything will stop, I used to not believe it. But, my friends brought back the light to my life! My friends were there when I was at the very bottom. I will forever be grateful for them.

Dylan has been with me every step of the way, he protected, helped, and advised me. Every time I need someone, I find him there. Every time I get attacked by a nightmare, he would come to my room and sing some lullabies to get me to sleep. Every time an idea crosses in my mind about hurting myself, he would stop and protect me from my thoughts. Every time I felt like going out, he would take me, even if it was 4 in the morning!