Someone Else

Fifteen

Breezy.

"Look at us, we look like a right cute hood family." Mia laughed.

We all came out for a meal together. No reason just spending time with the homies.

"Yeah, let's make a toast to our nigga T." Trigga announced.

The whole crew held up their glasses.

"Here's to my baby." I spoke as we all tapped our glasses together.

We all took a sip from our drinks after. Time approaching for Tinashe to come out, three months left. It making me nervous. What if things are different when she comes back out? What if she hasn't really changed? If she hasn't I think I will actually have to leave her. Forreal until she gets better. It be hard but it's for us.

"So what everyone ordering? I may get myself a large pizza." Tyga spoke as he scanned through the menu.

"I'm going to order a chicken salad." Jhene spoke up.

"That boring as shit, get something good." I told her.

"I can't eat loads. I get full up quick." She replied.

I saw Mia roll her eyes at Jhene. No sister love tonight. I just looked at the menu, I'm minding my business.

"Looks like I'm getting a salad too." Mia spoke.

"You don't need to get that baby. I'm paying, get what ever you want." Trigga spoke to her.

"Got to keep my figure looking good. Not everyone is naturally small and skinny." Mia huffed as she referred to Jhene.

"You're perfect baby." Trey comforted her, kissing her after.

"Leave that shit for when you get home, no one wanna see that." Tyga joked.

"Just because no bitch wants you." Trigga joked.

"You think I'm a bitch?" Mia spoke getting annoyed.

Who pissed her off today? She snapping at everyone. She trying to fill in Tinashe's spot?

"I didn't say that babe-

"Whatever Trigga." She huffed getting up from the table.

"Where you going baby?" Trigga asked her.

"To the bathroom." She spat.

There was awkward silence for a while. Luckily the waiter came over and we all started ordering our dinner.

As we waited for our food it reminded me I never asked Jhene how her date went. I don't know if the rest of the crew know so I'm going to ask her when we alone.

Mia eventually came back from the bathroom, she still looks pissed though.

"I ordered you a chicken salad." Trigga spoke to her.

"So, you think I need to go on a diet too?" She snapped again.

"What? Babe, no. You said that's what you wanted." Trigga spoke back confused.

"I said I should but I didn't actually want it! But okay, whatever." She huffed.

I'm not ready to have arguments again. Just listening to them get on my nerves.

"Why you so difficult, we can change it if you want, it's not too late." Trigga spoke trying to make the situation better.

"No. I'm fine." Mia lied.

"Fine whatever. Damn." Trigga mumbled.

It went back to being awkward silence again. Is this how everyone around us felt when me and Tinashe would argue?

There was some small talk for the rest of the meal, mostly coming from Tyga and me, occasionally Jhene too. The evening just didn't go very well. Mia and Trey where constantly arguing, just making a bad atmosphere. However, when they went home me and Jhene went back to Tyga's. We currently chilling in his living room.

"So, Jhene, how your date go the other night?" I asked her finally.

"Wait, Jhene, you went on a date?" Tyga asked, just as surprised I was when I found out.

"Thanks Chris for mentioning it." She spoke saracastically. "It was alright. We been speaking."

"Is that it?" I asked frowning my eyebrows, I want more information than that.

"We have another dats in two days." She spoke trying not to smile.

"You so secretive man." I chuckled.

"Y'all fuck?" Tyga joked.

"No, but-

"But? What you two get up to?" I asked out of curiosity.

"We kissed a bit. Leave me alone." She jokingly sighed in annoyance.

Date. Maybe that's what I should do when Tinashe comes out, treat her to a night out. I don't know. I just hope things are the better when she's out. It been a while, it just feels different. I don't want her to fade away, but it just feels like the autumn leaves are falling.

"You alright nigga?" Tyga laughed at me.

"Huh? Whatcha talking about?" I asked in confusion as I snapped out of my daze.

"You was just plain staring at that wall, like you thinking hard about some shit." He chuckled.

"Nah, nigga, I'm cool." I spoke  forcing a chuckle out.

"Aight. You going work tomorrow?" Tyga spoke, talking about drug dealing.

Drug dealing, I haven't done it in ages. I don't want to do that anymore. I want to get out of that shit. However, I don't want Tinashe to think I'm moving on without her. I don't know what to do anymore. With my relationship or my life.

"Yeah... Maybe for the last time too. I don't know what to do yet." I spoke truthfully.

"Really nigga? Where you gonna get a job at?" He chuckled, I'm pretty sure his ass is high right now with all this laughing he doing.

"I don't know yet, I might just do some job searching."

"I could help you get a job." Jhene suggested.

I smiled at her and nodded my head in agreement. Time for me to get control of my life. Tinashe will understand, hopefully she will join me. Hopefully she ready for our furture. How knows with her anymore.

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1) What you think about Mia and Trey's arguments? Who was wrong?

2) You think Chris should stop drug dealing?

3) You think Chris is slowly letting go of T?

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