Someone Else

Twenty Nine

Breezy.

I waited until morning time to talk to Tinashe, she came home sad yesterday so I just let it go. We now just sitting together eating some morning breakfast before I go work. Tinashe back on the job hunting. Makes me happy that she's still trying.

"Baby, you ready to tell me what happened yet?" I asked her softly.

She clenched her jaw, then sighed to relax herself. I didn't know if she about to cry or shout.

"She died, Chris." She blurted out.

I was taken back by her words. Tinashe face was plain, she trying to hold back her pain. I don't know why she don't like me seeing her cry. I got up from my seat and went over to her, pulling her into my embrace. She went to fight away but soon gave in, shortly following with some sniffles.

"I should of been there." She cried into my chest.

I felt so bad for her. To make it worse I have to leave soon for work, but I don't know to leave her like this. I know Trey is busy so he can't come round, there's always Tyga, but he been acting a bit off recently.

"It's going to be okay, you still got me." I comforted her. "Do you want me to ask Tyga to come-

"No." She replied sternly.

"You sure-

"I don't want Tyga here." She stuck to it.

I wasn't going to keep pushing it so I let it go. I held her for a whole longer until her crying stopped.

"I got to go now." I told her as I let go.

"Okay." She sniffed.

Just seeing her red eyes and sad face made my heart ache. She has cried more these past months than over the five years I have known her. I just wish she opened up more. Tell me how she really feels. She just tells me what she thinks I want to hear. I know she wants me to be happy, but I know she isn't which is getting to me because I don't know how to help her.

Tinashe.

I laid in the bath, trying to relax myself as much as possible. Trying to do everything which could calm me or keep me busy so I don't think about drugs. I'm trying my hardest to be strong, it's just not easy. I can't give up though, I don't want to disappoint Chris.

My phone vibrated next to me. I got up, drying my hands quickly before picking up my phone. Holding it over the edge of the bath so I don't drop it into the water.

I hope you aight. Chris told me about your mom. And I know Tyga been a pain recently but you know he'll come keep you company if you don't want to be alone... I would say stay strong, but you Tinashe, you always been strong. Love you. - Trigga, 12.34pm.

I read the paragraph from Trey, feeling all different type of ways from it. Firstly, of course I feel loved that Trey is thinking about me, nice to know I have a caring friend. Secondly, everyone keep talking about Tyga coming round is just a big bad idea. Tyga been real different recently and knowing how his been he'll going to throw drugs in my face. Lastly, "you always been stong" bit. If only they knew how weak I feel right now, I'm on the edge off giving up. But then I think about letting Chris and Trey down, I have to stay strong. For my mom too, she looking down on me now, I need to make her proud too.

I just can't wait until I feel strong, like really feel it without faking it. I can't sit until my feelings and thoughts are straight, I'm changing my mind all the time because some days are easier than others. One thing that hasn't changed is the love I have for my love ones.

I have always loved Chris. If I ever thought about leaving him it's because of the fact I want him to have someone better, someone better than me. I just want him to be happy to fullest. It's never been because I don't love him. Chris is my first and only love...I was so in my thoughts I forgot I didn't reply to Trey.

I'm good, I promise. I'd rather chill by myself right now so don't call Tyga over. I love you too Trigga! - T, 12.40pm.

I washed my body and hair then got out of the bath. But before I could get changed and ready for the day there was a knock at my front door. I quickly dried over my body, chucking some random clothes on, then ran downstairs, opening the door to surprisingly see Jhene. I haven't seen her in ages... We never real to became friends, but she seems alright.

"Hey Jhene." I smiled lightly.

I think I have always had bad image to Jhene so I was trying my hardest to be nice now.

"Hey, I'm not going to lie. Chris told me to check up on you, and to bring you this." She smiled back as she passed me a bag.

Chris is such a worrier. Makes me feel like he don't have much faith in me though, he probably thinks I'm passed out on drugs... But I don't trust myself so I see why Chris wouldn't either.

"Thanks for being truthful." I awkwardly laughed. "What's in the bag?"

"Chris asked me to go the shop and buy you come of your favourite things." She informed me.

Chris is too much of a sweetheart. I'll do anything in my power to be the girlfriend he deserves.

"Well, thank you..." I drifted off.

"It's alright... That be it, I be off now." She smiled as she went to leave.

I felt a voice in the back of my head telling her to stay. She's a friend of Chris', I think I should get to know her, I know Chris would like that.

"Jhene wait!" I shouted, she turned round to face me. "Would you like to stay? Watch a movie or something?"

"The Purge sound alright?" She smirked lightly.

"I love that movie, but I don't have it-

"Check the bag."

I smiled widely. I looked through the bag to see my favourite snack food, a hoodie and two movies, one include one of my favourites The Purge.

Jhene came in, slipping her shoes off and joining me into the front room. I laid all the snacks out onto the table, I threw on my new hoodie too, which had a very strong familiar scent on it.

"This smells like Chris'-

"He told me to spray it with what he wears so when you cuddle up in it you can smell him." Jhene laughed lightly.

I laughed too, of course Chris wanted me to stay thinking off him throughout the day. I could already feel myself blushing, Chris is just too much. I love that boy.

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Simply chapter, hope it's still good!

1) Happy Tyga didn't come over? What you think would of happened if he did?

2) How much do you think Tinashe can take? You think she'll give in?

3) Good thing Jhene stayed? You see a friendship coming along or nah?