Someone Else

Twenty Four

Tinashe.

My hands stayed wrapped around Chris' neck as he had his hands on my ass. We kissed hardcore, it's been a long time since I felt his lips so I was giving him my all.

"Aight." Chris breathed heavily as we moved our lips apart. "I need to get to work before I'm late, I be back later."

"Uh okay, I love you." I told him.

"I love you too baby." He kissed my lips once more before he got into his car.

I watched him drive off then went back into the living room where Trey and Tyga was. They not working today so they spending the day catching up with me.

"So... Tinashe. I know you ain't smoking or anything but can we?" Tyga asked me.

He loves his smoking a lot more now than he did before I went away that's for sure. He also a lot more lazier, I don't know if it's just a random change or for a reason.

"Outside you can, just not near me." I firmly spoke.

I can't get involved with any of that bullshit. Maybe in the future I will smoke weed again but for now I don't have that control to just stop at weed.

"It cold out-

"Not near me Ty." I huffed in annoyance.

It's annoying me so much because I want weed so much. How much I would love to take one right now. I need him to stop asking so I can get my mind off it. This is one of the reasons why I didn't want to come back here right away.

"Aye, Ty, just wait until later homie." Trey told him.

I mentally thanked him for that. Honestly when I was addicted to smoking I would be acting like Tyga too. You care too much about the weed to even know you're being disrespectful. Well, that's how I feel now looking back at it.

"What you wanna do?" Trey asked me.

I was happy with just chilling, being comfortable at home. I half want the boys to stay with me today as I have missed them so much. But at the same time I want to be alone to catch up on stuff and just chill.

"Honestly nothing." I spoke plainly. "Do whatever you two want, watch tv, listen to music. I just want to relax with my homies."

"If that's what you want." Trey agreed with a shrug.

I smiled and laid back onto my sofa, a lot more comfy than my cell beds they gave me a fucked up back. I pulled out my phone and went through social media, catching up on celebrites, beefs, new trends and new music. I haven't been away for that long but a lot of things change quickly.

"Aight, I'm going to fire up outside." Tyga announced leaving the room with a rolled up blunt.

Trey on the other hand was laying on the other sofa watching television. Simply but I love it. I love my friends. Well I love Tyga and Trey, I don't really fuck with many people. I used to have my girls but they was a bad influence on me, I haven't spoken to them since I got locked up.

"Uh T, I got a question." Trey broke the comfortable silence.

"Hit me with it." I replied.

"What you going to do about work? You can't be coming back to the warehouse, right?" He asked confused.

I haven't really thought about that. I can't even put up with knowing weed is in the house, in hands reach. Imagine me at work surrounded by so many different types of drugs... I have no experience, grades, I didn't have good behaviour in school, I hardly ever even attended it and now I have a criminal record. I don't know how I'm going to get a job.

"I can't go back. I will just fall back into the trap... I don't know what I'm going to so Trey." I spoke sadly and nervously.

"Just got to apply for loads of jobs, someone will accept you." Trey tried to reassure me.

"I highly doubt it, you know how hard it is to get jobs?" I questioned him.

"I do but how would you know? You have never tried to get a job." He chuckled lightly.

That is true. I went into the game at a early age, I didn't even get to leave school before I started. I was a badass teenager, I always thought I was older than I was. But now that I am older I don't act grown up... Being a grown up makes me nervous, that's why I run away from anything that involves being a adult. Like having a family. It's stupid and I'm being a baby but I always thought I was grown but I didn't know anything about being a actually adult.

"I have heard people say it's hard... I guess I will have to start trying though." I sighed.

A message came through my phone making a buzzy noise, I looked to see it was from Chris. I unlocked my phone and looked at the message.

Hope you being good, I'm missing you already, you got a young nigga whipped... Make sure you're alone tonight, it just needs to be us two. - Chris, 11.23am.

I smirked as I read the text. Me and Chris need a night just for us. Maybe for once I should treat him to a nice meal, set it up romantically for him. Well, a take out meal as I haven't learnt how to cook yet... Thinking back I never really got to show him how much I appreciated him. He done cute things and I hardly ever returned it. I really don't deserve, I don't know what he sees in me, why does he stay around? No one can compare to him, we got each other for life.

I'll make sure it's just us two, I hope you remember how to do it... - Tinashe, 11.24am.

I sexual hinted back... Over dinner I could ask Chris about this job sistuation. I will need some help trying to get a job, Chris managed to get one, however he don't have a criminal record.

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1) Thoughts on Trey and Tyga? Thoughts on their friendships with Tinashe?

2) You think Tinashe will fall into the drug trap again?

3) You think she will manage to get a new job or will go back to selling?

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