Someone Else

Thirty Two

Tinashe.

"Two people can go in to see him now." The nurse finally told us.

After Tyga passed out yesterday at the amusement park, we rushed him to the hospital. We couldn't stay so we came back early this morning to see him, we would be, Chris, Jhene and Trey.

"You two go in first, me and Trey will wait." Jhene told us.

I nodded and gave her a slight smile as I made my way out of the waiting room, with Chris rolling behind me. I needed to see Tyga, that's my homie. Even though he been acting off, I know how it feels to fall off, I'm going to be there for him.

"Tyga!" I ran over to him.

He looked destroyed. Given up on being strong. I hugged the side of his body, I love this boy, his like a brother to me along with Trey.

"I'm coo'." Tyga mumbled weakly.

"No you're not, but you will be, keep fighting." I begged.

He can't go too, his not ready to meet my mom yet.

"I love you Ty. I don't know what you have been going through but you can tell me, trust me I will understand." I expressed to him.

"Stop." Tyga sighed.

I let go off Tyga and sat down onto a chair next to him, Chris sat next to me.

"I want to go back to my family. Shit got bad here, I will tell you later but for now, being here is going to get me killed." Tyga told us seriously.

"What do you mean? What's happening, we can't help you if you don't tell us." I erged.

"Don't be a hypocrite. Besides I don't want your help. Just leave, just get the fuck out of here!" Tyga shouted at us the best he could before screeching out in pain.

"Ty-

"Babe, you just going to work him up more, let's go and let him cool down." Chris told me softly.

"But-

Before I could finish what I was saying Chris took my hand and walked me out with him. I was holding back the tears, seeing him like that got to me, that could of been me.

"Let's just go home, you didn't get any sleep last night. We will come back after." Chris held my hand comfortably as he walked us outside.

I got into the passenger side, Chris in the drivers. He pulled off and started to take us home. My mind stayed on Tyga, when we are gone who knows what could happen to him, we should be there for our friend.

"I think we should go back, we shouldn't leave him!" I shouted at Chris, trying to convince him.

"Babe, no! Stop worrying about other people all the time, you heard him, he didn't want us there!" Chris fought back.

"But what if something bad happens? What does he mean his going to get killed?!" I panicked.

"Oh, I don't know, let me just go back and read his mind." Chris replied sarcastically.

"Ooo, it's all funny to you that your friend could die, but if he goes that be two people leaving my life in a space of two weeks, not even that." I stressed.

"Change the topic back onto you, just like you always do." Chris chuckled darkly.

I tried to calm myself down as I could feel my anger building up. But no matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't.

"You forreal? You just acting like you don't give a damn about Ty, thought that was your nigga?!" I screamed at him, get closer up in his face.

"Yeah just keep doing that while I'm driving, I'll just end up killing us both. Tinashe with all the bright ideas all the time, remember when you took herion? Remember that great idea?" He carried on with the sarcastic attitude.

I cringed at the thought of the past. I haven't needed shit that heavy since I got into Prison. I don't plan on taking that again either, I don't even know why I did it in the first place.

"Why you being mean? Digging at me, you know how hard I have been trying, I have stayed clear of drugs since I got put away! But you still here putting me down. Never a 'oh T, I'm proud of you for staying strong and putting a smile on my face for me." I ended the last bit in his voice.

"Oh, your the one putting a smile on your face? Your the one staying strong now? I'm the one trying my best to make you happy, I'm the one keeping you from doing something dumb! If I wasn't here you would be high in the sky!" Chris slammed his fist onto the stirring wheel in anger.

"Yes I admit you're a big part of me being strong because I love you and I don't want you to leave me! I'm not strong, I'm dying inside! I said I would go rehab and do this all by myself, but you insisted I come back home, but for what? For this shit?" I spat with pure anger.

"Yeah, you love me now." He chuckled sarcastically.

"When did I stop loving you, Chris?" I calmed down.

"When you asked how I was doing? When have you stop caring about yourself? When are you going out your way to make me happy?" Chris voice lingered throughout the car.

I admit I got caught up in myself because I had to focus on myself. I needed to be strong, and didn't even realise the one I love needs help too. It's easy to forget to ask how someone is doing if they don't show it. Where as with me and Tyga you can see we going through shit.

"I'm sorry for that." I sighed. "Just because I forgot to ask doesn't mean I don't care about you, I will always care about you."

"Of course... You know what, maybe it's best if you do this by yourself." Chris pulled up to the house.

He turned off the car, then got out slamming the door shut behind him. I quickly got out following behind him.

"You're leaving me?" I asked lowly.

This is my one of worst nightmares come to life. Chris leaving me, especially when I need him the most. My mum, Tyga... Now Chris? This a sign I'm not worthy to have loving people around for me.

"Like I said before," Chris turned round to face me. "I'm leaving us, I ain't leaving you."

Maybe his right. Maybe it's for the best. His put up with too much shit from me. He deserves someone better. Someone else.

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This is not the end, but it sure did feel like it when I was writing it, lol. Next chapters are juicy though... So many updates recently, hope you like it!

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