Someone Else

Twenty Five

Breezy.

"I give up, fuck this shit!" I shouted in defeat.

"You can't give up, we will find you a job T-

"It's been three weeks, non stop looking and nothing! I can't rely on you forever, what the fuck am I going to do." She angrily spat.

"Calm down first of all, you need to be patient. Giving up isn't a option." I convinced her.

All I want is her to be calm because when she's angry is when she needs drugs the most. She been wanting it a lot recently, I think that has been making her even more mad too. But she getting though it, she hasn't slipped up yet.

"I'm sorry." She sighed.

"It's okay baby, I get it." I reassured her, kissing her lips after.

I held her in my arms as she rested her head into my chest. When she's mad, she's argues but I try not to argue back as it'll make it worse. But once she calms down she feels bad and mad with herself, she thinks she going back into her old self. This is just the stage of getting better, we will get through it.

"I need to go work, the boys are at work too, so you gonna be alone-

"I'm not a baby Chris." She giggled lighty.

"I know, uh." I awkwardly chuckled. "Aight, see you later, love you."

"Love you too, I will stay looking for a job."

I generally smiled, I'm happy she not giving up, at least she trying as much as she can. All three weeks she been non stop trying, she just can't give up yet.

Once I left the house got a phone call from Jhene, I answered as I got into the car.

"What's good?" I answered as I started up the car.

"Hey Chris, how's everything?" She asked softly.

"Nothing, just been helping Tinashe with trying to get a job." I talked down the phone as I drove.

"Aw, I'm so glad everything is working out for you two."

"What about you two... You and Donald?" I asked with a slight smirk, even though she can't see me.

"Ooo, we just official now-

"Since? You ain't tell ya boy about that shit?" I acted offended, but ended up laughing a bit after.

"Oh shhh... Only since last week. You're the first person I have told if that makes you feel better."

"Oh I feel so fucking special." I joked.

I stopped at traffic lights and saw a police car around the corner, don't need to risk them seeing me on the phone.

"I'll call you after work." I told Jhene.

"Okay bye Chris!" She spoke happily.

Mia has moved on too I heard, apparently she been seeing someone. She wasn't pregnant in the end either, she thought she had the signs but she didn't. No one really talks to her anymore, I got to stick with my nigga Trey. For Trey though he just been fucking around and Tyga he been too lazy in his house to do anything. I haven't really seen Jhene since Tinashe got out of prison because I have just been with T for three weeks straight. I might try and see Jhene this weekend, need to catch up with my sister.

Tinashe.

I slammed my laptop shut, Chris left a hour ago and all I was doing was searching for jobs, but nothing. I'm giving up, for today. I need to eat breakfast before it's lunch time.

I couldn't be bothered to cook so I just made some cereal. I took my bowl into the living room, so I could watch television while I eat. However, before I could enjoy my food I had to put it down on the table so I could search for the TV remote. I looked around the living room, I end up finding the remote down the side of the sofa, along with something else.

"Fuck no." I mumbled.

I held the remote in one hand and in my other was a rolled up blunt, a bit ruined as it's been squashed down the side of the sofa. I bet Tyga accidentally left it here. I turned the TV on and just placed the blunt on the table. I sat down and started eating my food. I kept seeing the weed in the corner of my eye, so tempting. Tyga is such a idiot. I couldn't put it I'm the bin for some reason, I just couldn't. But I can't smoke it either. I picked up my phone and rang Tyga, I rang three times before he picked up.

"Damn, why you blowing up my phone for?" Tyga answered.

"'Cause your stupid ass left your blunt at my house! You know how high my temptation is right now! I could so smoke it right now, please come and get it before I smoke it." I begged as I shouted at him.

"Damn, just smoke it, don't throw it away, don't waste my shit!" He shouted back at me.

"Tyga! You're supposed to make me stop not make me want it more!"

"Damn-

"Stop saying damn and come and fucking get it!" I repeatedly shouted at him.

Me keep shouting and get more angry is making me want it even more. I know it's just weed, but once that stops working I'm going to need something stronger.

"Chris is really controlling you. It's weed, twelve year olds smoke it these days." Tyga laughed. "I have to go, I got deliveries."

With that he hang up. I can't believe his not helping me, don't he want me to change and get better?

I quickly walked out of the room, going to the kitchen I just randomly started cleaning. I ended up cleaning the whole house, I had a shower, got changed. Then I saw the time was three more hours before Chris got back. I need to do something for three hours, to keep my mind of the blunt downstairs. I wished I could just throw it in the bin... I need to throw it away, now.

I walked back downstairs, picking it up I looked at it for a bit before I stomped into the kitchen. I placed my foot on the bottom of the bin, opening it up. I hovered the blunt on top of the bin, getting ready to let go.

"Fuck it."

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1) You think it's a good idea for Chris to meet up with Jhene? Will that make T mad?

2) What you think about Tyga?

3) You think Tinashe smoked it or threw it away?

Vote & comment please.