Twin mates for twin alphas - book one of the twin series boyxboy

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

Lukas PoV

"Move. Now. Lucas. We're out of here" I shout while grabbing his hand. We need to get away now if they are related to him they might turn us in. I thought they were so nice and I fucking trusted them, Jesus I've signed our death warrant. After all of these years looking out for the enemy I led us straight into his path, how stupid am I ? Father would be so disappointed in me.

"Woah! Hold up babe calm down-" "why so you can butter us up some more, did you know who we were all along huh? Where is he? Do you know what he's plann-" "SHUT UP!" I look at Lucas shocked. "What?" Is all I can manage to get out of my mouth, he has never raised his voice to me, it hurts.

" Lucas-" "Stop Luka. Can't you see their faces, no, you can't because you just automatically presumed they are like him. Look at them, please". So I do. The total devastation on their faces and the gathering tears in their eyes stops me dead in my tracks. There is no way they could be acting and trying to get to us, I just fucked up big time. I've been so used to having my guard up and looking out for us alone I didn't stop to think that someone could be there for us.

Knowing Lucas feels so comfortable with them, my next move is decided with ease, I can't be here to see how my stupidness and panic hurt my mates and brother. I hang my head and whisper " I'm sorry, I fucked up again" with that said I run at my full speed out the door. I hear them calling for me but I can't be there anymore. I run straight to the waterfall, glad to be alone, this is unusual for me because I always have Lucas close by. I saw the pure heart break on their faces and the disappointment on my twins. I need to stay away.

After about an hour I say "you can come out now". Damon has been hiding behind a tree for three quarters of an hour but has giving me space to think. I don't want to face him yet but it's not fair on him, I can feel his sadness and frustration at not being able to come comfort me. It just makes me feel worse knowing I am causing him more bad feelings but I needed to clear my head before being able to talk to him.

Two large warm hands come around my waist and I am lifted into his lap. I bury my face in his chest and feel fresh tears fall. "Are you ok babe? Don't be sad please it's killing me" he says. I can't answer I feel like a failure. The first time I get support since my parents died and my paranoia and big mouth ruins it.

"Talk to me, why are you so upset, we understand it was just your fear talking, we're not mad I swear" he coos softly in my ear. I jump out of his arms and start pacing "I messed up, I didn't even consider how nice you've both been or how you've been patient and protective. No, I just think the worst straight away, I knew as I was saying it I was wrong but I was so, so-" "afraid?" He questions having stood now also. "Yeah! I'm sick of it, I have to do it all alone, I'm not used to trusting anyone, then you both come along and I  am finding it hard".

He grabs my wrist and turns me to face him just as I am about to continue rambling, he grabs my chin and leans down toward my face "calm down, I told you we are here, it's only been half a, very long, long, day, you can't expect to change everything in one day, so chill out babe".

Then he closes the space between us and kisses me on the lips. It's my first and I love it, he pulls away looking at me asking was that ok, I nod. He doesn't ask again and kisses me full force. I feel his tongue at my lips and open them for him, as it turns into a rather heated kiss I feel myself relax in his arms.

Eventually he pulls away and smiles so big I think he'll never be able to wipe that look from his face. "All better?" He asks. I blush and nod. I never thought I would be the more submissive one but he's so calming, big and dominating that I don't mind at all. I will have to wait to see how I am with my other mate but for now I'm happy.

"Let's head back the others are worried" I tense at his words and he looks at me sternly, "I said worried not mad, do I need to calm you down again babe? It would be my pleasure" " no I'm fine" I reply and we start back to the room. I just hope the other two are as forgiving as he says.

Lucas' PoV

Why did I shout, now look, Luka and Damon have been gone for over an hour. I am crying, again, and Dante is worried sick. I should have just tried to calmly talk to him but the looks on their faces just stirred something in me, something I've never felt so strongly, protectiveness. Someone was hurting my mates, even if it was my brother, also their mate, I couldn't let it go on. Now I feel bad for hurting my twin.

Just then the door open and Damon enters dragging a shy looking Luka behind him. "I'm s-" he doesn't get to finish because Dante has him in his arms kissing him fully and openly on the lips. I'm shocked, since when are they doing this and when am I getting a go?. Oh my god did I just think that! I never thought I would be so open to this but seeing how happy they are I can't help but want to feel like that too.

"Are you jealous little one, come here" I hear Damon say before I get a chance to respond his lips are on mine, at first I didn't know how to act but then I found it came naturally. After a few minutes I am pulled away from him and next thing I know Dantes' lips are kissing me. It feels just as good as Damon's kiss.

When he moves away he smiles at me then turns to Damon with a scowl "no fair, you got both of their first kisses, I get both of their first-" "stop bro, little one is gonna freak out, too much for one day, don't finish that sentence, we'll all discuss it at a later date ok, I promise" Damon I assures him. He's right I feel like I'm gonna explode here.

"I'm sorry" Luka whispers, then we become serious. "It's ok we all know your fiercely protective, let us explain please" Dante tells him. I walk over and take his hand, I hug him and no words need to be spoken we are both ok and understand.

"Ok alpha Greg was married to our mothers sister, our aunt Teresa, making him our uncle by marriage only. We hate him and know he is not a nice person already but the level of evilness you've talked about ... , we just didn't realise how far gone he is. We thought he was a bit cruel to his pack after our aunt, his mate, died eight years ago, he often gets into fights with other alphas but we wouldn't have suspected that he wiped out a pack to get two young boys to become, to be his.. I can't fucking finish that sentence or my wolf will take over" Dante says I move over to him and tuck myself into his arms trying to calm him somewhat, I feel him leaning down and breathing heavily into my neck but he relaxes slightly.

"We need to talk to father about this, he might know something" Damon tells him. "When are you going back to your pack lands, or will you just link him?" Asks Luka. "Our parents are good friends with Jace's parents so they're here with us" Dante says still snuggled into my neck.

"Oh, ok do you want us to meet with him too, to discuss this?" Luka replies. "It's for the best but if you can't talk to him about it I will, only if it's ok, we need to stop that fucking bastard if he thinks he'll harm one hair on your heads he can think again" Dante is getting frustrated again so Luka comes over and hugs him from behind.

When he's calm we all agree to meet ex alpha Frank, Damon mind links him and alpha Jace to come to alpha Jace's office. We don't really mind people that the twins trust knowing so we allow them  to tell alpha Jace our story, he suggested his father be present also. The more help the better Luka told them.

So here we are outside the door, just as we are about to enter Luka pulls me into his arms making our mates stop. "Are you ok, please tell me the truth, I know it's been such a roller coaster of a day for us all but are you handling it, you can skip this, I or one of our mates wouldn't mind going for a walk with you" he tells me.

"I'm fine, I need to start acting a bit stronger, but I know I have three people to help me do that I feel more confidence in myself, stop worrying about me I promise to let you know if I'm triggering ok? I love you bro" I tell him. "You too and you always come first so shut up" he smiles at me. "Ready?" I hear Damon ask we nod.

The moment the door opens I look around the room, taking in their faces, just then I hear Luka gasp. I look at him then look to see who he's staring at, we move automatically and stand in front of the man bowing our heads. "Alpha it's so good to finally see you again" we both say. "Hello boys it's really good to see you too after all this time" he replies.

"Father what's going on" I hear Dante ask.