Twin mates for twin alphas - book one of the twin series boyxboy

CHAPTER TWENTY NINE

Pic of Dante and Luka.

Lukas PoV
Warning smut

I'm just sitting in our room, to be honest it's all I've wanted to do for days now. 'I thought they loved me but they're lying, even my own brother- ' I'm cut out of my thoughts by a knock on the door. I go and open it, it's ma. I just hide my face, move aside and motion for her to come in.

"It's dinner time son won't you come down and eat with us?" I shake my head and go to the bed. I curl up in a ball and try to stop my bad thoughts returning. I feel ma climb into our huge bed and scoot up behind me, she wraps her arms around my mid section and lays her head into my back. "Why are you shutting them out? They love you and this is killing them". I don't answer, they don't, not really, I know what I saw and heard and she wouldn't understand.

"You know, I get what your going through. I have a back story too. Being the Luna of the largest pack targets you, many bad people want to get to you and one day one got to me" my interest peaks at this so I turn to face her. When she sees my eyes, raw and red from crying she gasps "on my baby boy, come here" she hugs my face tightly to her chest and we both release fresh tears.

I finally speak "what happened ma?" "I was taken just like you but they couldn't find me for three days. I will spare you the horrid details because you have your own but a rival packs alpha didn't realise his beta had started to loose his mind. He took me and I was beaten everyday he had me, I wasn't raped thank the goddess but I hadn't known I was pregnant with my first child. When I was found and treated they told us I had lost it because of him"

I can't believe it poor ma and da what a tragic thing to happen to them. I was luckier than them at least I was saved early and before, you know what, happened. It helps knowing I'm not alone in this someone else has felt this horrible sensation but it still won't help with the loss of my mates.

"I wanted to push everyone away but I wouldn't, couldn't, I needed my mate and pack. I wouldn't have survived without them" this just causes me to wail like a newborn baby. I startle ma so much she jumps up from the bed, I follow and start pacing the room. "Woah Luka darling what did I do? I was trying to help" I can't answer her and I just fall into a ball in the corner of the room.She approaches me like I'm a timid animal and tells me to relax she's no harm to me.

'I'm fucked, where will I go. I will die without them' is all I can think. The door gets banged open and there they are, why are they even pretending? I know how they really feel. "I don't know what I did, he was fine. We were talking and I mentioned needing mates and he just freaked out. Did you boys do something to him? If you did-" "we did nothing to our mate don't ever accuse us of that again ma" Dante says darkly.

He comes over to me and takes my hands gently, I hear ma leaving the room while telling them to fix this. They look lost and upset and just as Dante goes to speak I've had enough. I hop up and they stare at me wide eyed "Just. Fucking. Stop. Stop pretending I know how you feel. So stop!" They have the nerve to look confused so I continue "I saw you and heard you, you thought I was sleeping and you went outside, I heard you, Dante you said "what he had done to him, it's disgusting". I also saw the looks of disgust on your faces. So stop I know you think I'm horrid now, I will just go-"

"Don't. You. Dare. Take. One. Step" Dante says in his alpha tone, it's the first time I've heard any of them use it, his eyes and flitting between his colour and his wolves. "This is not the first time you've jumped to the wrong conclusion but so help me it will be your last. Brother take little one out of here. Little one don't be afraid for him and I guarantee when we leave this room you'll have your brother back" they do as he asks even thought I can see how worried Lucas is, he does it afraid of Dantes wolf ordering him too.

As soon as the door closes he locks it, he rounds on me and simply says "sit" . I know what I heard so how does he think going all alpha male on me will help. "Are you done! Hum, are you ready to ask about what you heard or will I have to remind you how to speak to us instead of getting caught up in that little head of yours" not really feeling as confident as I was I timidly reply "I know what I heard and saw" "do you now!" I look away from him.

He stalks across the room in two strides and grabs my chin making me face him "how can you doubt us, you barely knew us last time but this time.. Just how Luka?" Now I'm really messed up he looks so sincere but I still feel so angry so I just decide to hear him out "tell me then Dante!, how am I wrong?"

"You heard the very end of a conversation that's how!" He's just as angry. "What I said was.. "Alpha Greg is a sick freak and what he had done to him was disgusting" now I'll put that in fucking context. What HE had done to YOU was disgusting because he's a fucking freak. Not what YOU had done to YOU because you're  not disgusting and NEVER EVER FUCKING WILL BE, not to me, Damon, especially not to sweet little one and not to our pack. Do. You. Hear. Me"

I just break down and he grabs my arms pulling me to him "I j..just t.t..thought you hated me and thought I was sick after it. I.I.i f.f.eel disgusting so I guess I took it the wrong w..w.way. I can't believe I did it again I'm a.. Fa..failure as a m..m.mate" he hoists me into his arms and rocks me gently.

"Look at me my love," so I do "don't think that way, anyone else would have heard it out of context after what you've been through. We just should have reassured you better about how much we love you and that it was not your fault, please forgive us for that. We have all made mistakes but it's all that fuckers fault he caused all of this ok." I realise he's right there's been a ripple effect over it and now we are all out of sync, I know what I need and Dante is the only one who can help.

"Dante?" He hums "will you make the disgusting feeling go away, I need you to make love to me just like the night we mated. I love Damons Dom side but only you will help me get over the initial fear of being intimate, please mate" he stares at me as if he's deciding if I'm ready or not. He nods and says " I would be honoured"

Leaning in he kisses my softly and let's me take the lead. I tilt my head for better access and open my mouth, when I feel his tongue in my mouth I moan. I brake the kiss and he strips me of all clothes, constantly watching me for any sign of discomfort, he won't find any, he's making me feel so safe and loved just like last time. When we are both naked he runs his hands down my body lightly and lays me on my back on the bed.

"If you don't want something tell me, please don't get into your head just trust me enough to to stop" "I do" I tell him. He lays above me and takes our erections into his one hand and strokes. My back arches and I dig my fingertips into his shoulders, because of the emotions we've just been through everything feels hyper sensitive but it's so good. I can feel his love poured into each kiss, stroke and grunt. He kisses down my neck and nibbles on my nipples.

When he kisses my navel he looks up asking permission, I nod and he engulfs me in his mouth, it's amazing. He places two fingers at my mouth and I suck them while moaning, when he takes them out he moves them to my tight entrance and starts to prepare me, as always it's uncomfortable to begin with but turns into pleasure fast. He finishes and crawls back up my body lining his impressive manhood at my entrance, looking into my eyes with love he pushes all the way in and starts to move slowly.

He keeps up this slow but amazing pace and whispers words of love in my ear. I've never felt so happy and loved as I have in this moment. I'm panting and telling him I'll never doubt them again and I love him too. He leans down and kisses me and we both hit our climax together. It's been the best experience of my life so far and it's something I'll hold in my heart as special because today, with his harsh, then kind words and his gentle loving my mate fixed me in every way.