Twin mates for twin alphas - book one of the twin series boyxboy

CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT

Pic of Lucas and Damon.

Lucas' PoV
Warning smut

I am worried about my brother, it's been three days since everything happened and he's really quiet and is not eating much. I hear him wake up in a sweat every night and run to the bathroom to puke. It's taking a toll on all of us, we are not sleeping much and are constantly watchful of him. He hasn't really talked much since he told us what happened and he's distanced himself from us. It hurts to know that this was how he felt for a whole year when we were alone, the worry and upset over not being able to help him is killing me and he didn't have help when he minded me throughout it all.

I have an idea so I ask "can we have a brothers day today Luka? We haven't spent any time alone for a long time". Seeing the panic fleet across his face I explain "the others will still be around but not with us, we won't leave the pack house or grounds. If you don't want to it's ok". I can see him thinking I know he's worried but he doesn't want to upset me by saying no. Just as I go to tell him to leave it off he speaks "ok bro, I would like that" I'm happy he's willing to do this.

I take him by the hand and go toward the back garden,he loves being outside so I start there. We go to a bench placed under a tree, it has a beautiful view of the mountains in the distance and it private so we won't be disturbed. He sits and I plop into his lap like I have always done. I feel him tense "seriously!, is me sitting on your lap triggering you bro?. I'll just move" I say in a sad voice. He just looks down as I move and it breaks my heart.

"Can you talk to me please, I miss you so much. I know we have the twins but I need you too. We have been each other's rock for so long don't push me out now. You can tell me anything, I thought you would feel better after telling us but your worse. Please we just want to help you, I love you and it's killing me seeing you like this" I wipe a tear that has escaped.

He just sits there no expression on his face, he doesn't answer. "I'm sorry I'm making this about me not you, you can choose when you want to talk I'm not going to pressure you anymore." I tell him. He's still emotionless and I truly don't know what to do. I just hold his hand and we just sit there. After an hour I ask him does he want to go back or stay, he chooses to go back so we do. I really hoped he would feel comfortable enough with me to talk but it seems he doesn't.

When we get back he just goes to our room. Damon comes up behind me and hugs me, "let's go talk little one" he whispers in my ear. I agree and we go to one of the alpha office. "What happened?" He questions. "He's broken and I can't fix him Damon, what will I do? He's so distant, he tensed when I sat in his lap, I've sat in his lap since I could walk!, it's my favourite place to be. I can't stand this I just want to go to the pack cells and murder that bastard,why did he do this to him, my poor brother!" I yell.

"Well that's a first, I've never hear you yell but you needed to. Go ahead and yell until you can't talk, this situation is unfair and none of us are happy but we have each other and we'll get through it together. Don't hold back your feelings I'm here so is Dante. Do you realise you've been so worried about him you've started to pull away too, we can't stand it. Let's stick together ok" I nod.

He takes me into his lap and kisses me lovingly but it's not enough for me so I deepen it. When we break for air he begins kissing down my jaw and neck, he makes his way to his mark and kisses it. I'm getting so turned on by this I start to grind on him. He looks up at me and tells me "if you don't stop little one I'm going to fuck you so hard right now. Do you want that, hum, would you like to continue" it's been so stressful lately and I need to relax so I just nod.

He growls and kisses me again,I rub my hands down his shirt and tug at the ends to get it off him, he helps by ripping it over his head. He then takes mine off and throws them on the floor. I continue grinding our erections together and moan when he rubs me through my jeans "off now" he demands and the authority in his voice has me leaking precum in my pants. I whip them off along with my boxers while saying "yes sir" "good boy, now bend over the desk. Hands out in front of you" I do as I'm told.

"I'm going to prepare you and then fuck you. No foreplay this time I think your too uptight and need a release, am I correct pet?" He asks while wetting his fingers with lube from the drawer. I know he is right so I answer "yes sir, you know best sir" "mmm, your a sexy little pet. You like that feeling my fingers buried in you, you can't wait for my cock can you?" "No sir I need it now" he ignores my request and continues to prep me.

After a few minutes I can't take anymore "please, please I need it" this earns me a sharp swat on my ass cheek. "Who's in charge here me or you?" "You sir, I'm sorry, I just need you" "ok pet don't let that happen again, I'm going to give you what you want because of the stressful time we've had but I won't tolerate that disrespectful behaviour again, am I clear" "yes master" I answer.

He pushes the tip in me slowly but before I know what's happening he shoves himself in fully. I scream out at the initial pain but moan the minute he starts to thrust. I'm hanging onto the desktop and he is pounding into me at a rapid pace constantly telling me how good I feel and that I'm a good boy/pet for taking all of him at once. He reaches around me and grabs my cock and begins pulling me in time with his thrusts, I'm moaning and begging but I don't even know what it is I want. He does though and pulls my back up to his front, he buries his face in my neck smelling my scent.

"Hum, so good little one. You smell wonderful and take me in so well." He whispers in my ear. I'm close but hold off knowing he is too. Suddenly he says "cum with me little one" just as he bites my mark. I cry out in pleasure at this and shoot cum all over his hand just as he grunts and fills me with his seed. I flop back down on the desk happy and sated, he pulls out and takes a packet of wipes out of the drawer and cleans his hand then me.

We go to the closest empty room shower and dress. "Are you ok now? Do you feel better?" He asks. "Much better, do you think it was wrong of us to do that?" I reply."No we are still mates and I am your Dom in bed, if you need something no matter what is going on around us your needs come first. Luka understands this too so he won't be upset, besides I don't think he will notice" he says the last part sadly. I hug him tightly, I have no words because it's the truth. We join the others for dinner but I notice Luka is missing. Dante tells me not to panic he's with ma.