Goodbye. {Shawn Mendes Fanfic}

Packing

My parents funeral was just a few days ago. Ever since their funeral nothing was the same. Memories of me and my parents from when I was younger ran through my head, I didn't talk much, I didn't eat and I couldn't cry. I felt so...Empty.

I feel like I should've opened up to them more and let them in a certain parts of my life, I just felt like they were too busy to deal with me. Both my parents had full time jobs and worked different hours of the day.

There was a knock on the door so I mumbled a 'come in' Karen opened the door and gave me a weak smile. "Hi honey." She said walking over to me and pulling me into a tight hug. "I got a call from you're aunt and uncle and they want you to live with them." She says and I simply nod. "You're always welcome here if you need anything. Okay?" She asks and I nodded not really knowing what to say. "Thank you for everything." I say giving her a fake smile. "It was no problem." She smiles back giving me another hug. "Are you hungry? I can make you something to eat." She asks. "No thank you."

"Are you sure?" Karen asks to double check. "I'm sure, thank you though." I say and he leaves the room closing the door behind her.

Today was Wednesday and I had until Friday to pack all my things. I easily packed all my things that were here in Shawn's house within a day. Shawn and I drove to my house where he helped me pack my room. "It's been a while since I've been in your room." He says and helps me pack some of my clothes in another suitcase. Shawn pulled out a box that said his name on it with a heart next to it. "What's this?" He asked with a smirk on his face. "Nothing..." I say turning red. He opens the box and awes.

He pulls out picture frames and small gifts that he has given me when we were younger. There were small teddy bears, a tye dye shirt that we made together when we were five, best friend bracelets and plenty of pictures of us together. "You kept all this stuff even when I treated you like shit." Shawn says smiling up at me.

"When I was having a really bad day sometimes I would go through those items and wish things went back to the way they were before you and your friends started bullying me." I say hushed tone. Shawn stood up and pulled me into a tight hug. "Everything started to get better and now things are worse. My aunt and uncle hate me, I'm going to have to change schools and I'm going to be two hours away from you." I say and a tear slips from out of my eyes.

I don't want to leave my only source of happiness.

"I'm not going to leave you, okay?" Shawn says looking down into my eyes that were building up in my eyes. "We can facetime every night and I'll visit you on weekends. We can make this work, I promise." He says and kisses my temple.

"Lets finish packing." I say getting out of Shawn's grip and putting the rest of my clothes in suitcases. I packed all my decorations and extra stuff in boxes before walking into my parents room. We were going to donate most of my parents things and sell the house. I went through I few things and decided that a lot of the stuff my parents had in their room was useless to me.

"Lets go get something to eat." Shawn says wrapping his arms around my waist and I sighed. I agreed and we drove to Chick-fil-A. Shawn and I ordered our food. We took a seat inside the fast food restaurant and ate our food.

I looked at Shawn while he ate his food. He started laughing at how I was admiring him. I'm going to miss Shawn and his beautiful brown eyes, his luscious pink lips, his sharp jawline, his soft brown hair that was getting extremely long and his beautiful smile. I'm going to miss all of this plus his amazing personality. He's always saying sorry for small things, he's always there to comfort me when I'm in a bad mindset, he's so sweet and caring. I'm so lucky to have someone in my life like Shawn. I feel like he actually loves me for me and I don't have to act like a different person when I'm around him.

"Stop staring at me, you're making me nervous." Shawn laughed and I blushed. "Sorry." I say trying to stop blushing. "You're so adorable." He laughs causing me to blush harder. "What were you thinking about babe?" He asked still laughing at me. "I was thinking about you and how much I was going to miss you." I say honestly.

"Well how much are you going to miss me?" He asked. "I was going to miss you this much..." I say extending my arms to the side. "But now I think I'll miss you this much." I say holding my thumb and index finger close to each other. Shawn gasps and holds his hand over his chest. "You hurt my feelings." Shawn joked and I laughed. "I was kidding I'm going to miss you a lot." I say and move to sit next to Shawn. I wrap my arms around his muscular body and kiss his cheek. "Please don't forget about me." I whisper and he turns his head and looks at me.

"I promise I won't forget about you." He smiles down at me.

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Sorry for the boring short filler chapter I was rushing to write this chapter.

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