Goodbye. {Shawn Mendes Fanfic}

Born to die

Everyone thought It was a good idea to go back to school and to be completely honest I was terrified. Shawn and I were currently on facetime. "I'm thinking about telling the guys about us." Shawn says and I grab my phone from off my bed. It was facing the ceiling while I was cleaning my room. I looked into the phone to see Shawn's face. "You can't be serious." I say and he looks confused. "I don't want to keep us a secret." Shawn says and I sigh. "Do whatever you want I have nothing else to lose." I say and just as he was about to say something I hung up.

We both agreed on keeping our relationship on the down low, why does he want to tell his friends? My phone began to ring and it was Shawn I accepted his facetime before his face appeared on the screen. "What?" I asked harshly. "Can we please talk about this?" Shawn asked and I sighed.

"Why do you want to tell the guys?" I asked looking at the phone. "I don't think I should hide this from them." Shawn says and I roll my eyes. "What's going to happen to me? Everyone already hates me." I say looking at Shawn. "Just let me talk to the guys." Shawn says and sigh. "Do what you want." I say and Shawn sighs. "Are you mad?" He asks and I shake my head no. "I'm scared." I said and looked into the camera. "I won't say anything." Shawn says and I thank him.

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I suggest playing the song now :)

I decided to look decent since it was my first day back at school and I'm 99% sure everyone will be judging me. I put on a pair of black ripped skinny jeans and a black Sleeping With Sirens band hoodie. I put on a pair of all black vans before looking at myself in the mirror, I was wearing all black but I didn't mind. I decided to straighten my curly brown hair before going to school. I walked downstairs and waited for my mom to take me to school, she didn't have to go to work until later. Once she came downstairs we left. We stopped by Starbucks and I got Cupcake frappuccino. My mom dropped me off at school just in time for the first bell to ring. I thanked her before getting out the car and rushing to my locker with my drink in hand.

I put a few books in my locker before heading to class. There were kids in the hallway pointing and laughing. I just rolled my eyes and continued to walk to my class. I saw Shawn in the hallway talking to some girls that were clearly flirting with him. He looked me in the eyes and I continued to walk to class.

The first three periods were normal, people laughed and teased me over stupid rumors going around school. I saw Shawn in the hallways and each time I saw him he was talking to a different girl clearly flirting, he knew it was getting on my nerves. When I was walking in the hallway to fourth period all the guys came walking in my direction. "What's up with you and Shawn?" I heard Nash say and looked over at Shawn who was just as shocked as I was. "Nothing is going on between us." Shawn says looking at me with a look telling me to go with it. Nash turned and looked at Shawn. "Navaeha is telling me that Santana stayed at your house for two weeks and she's been seeing you two in public together." Nash says and Shawn rolls his eyes. "Do you really think I would want to be seen in public with that loser?" He asked and Nash crossing his arms over his chest. "She was only at my house for those two weeks because our moms are friends and her parents went on a stupid vacation without her, my mom thought it would be a good idea if she stayed with us. Meaning I couldn't let her get hurt for those two weeks, there was no doubt in my mind that she would tell my mom everything if I did lay a finger on her. So why don't you tell your noisy ass girlfriend to mind her business and stay out of mine." Shawn says getting defensive. "Dude why are you so defensive?" Nash says throwing his hands up in defeat. "Sorry, you know I hate when people make false accusations." Shawn says and Nash drops the conversation.

"Hey Shawn." A girl with blonde hair and blue eyes said while walking up to Shawn. "I thought we were going to the beach?" She asked confused. "We are I'm just busy right now." Shawn says and she kisses his cheek. She stands off to the side clearly waiting for Shawn to be be finished with whatever him and his friends are going to do to me. "Can you guys just beat me up already?" I asked so I can go home and cry. I never thought Shawn would be the one to cheat on me, especially when I'm standing right in front of him. Nash rolled his eyes before pushing me down. "Happy." He said sarcastically before him and his friends walked away.

The girl who's name I believe is Savannah laughed before grabbing Shawn hand and intertwining her fingers with his. Shawn looked back at me as Savannah dragged him down the hall, He mouth the word sorry before he was gone. I stood up and decided I would get all my missing assignments before I went home. I don't want to be in school right now, I think I might pick up school work for the week and hand them in by the end of the week that way I will still pass all my classes without technically being in school.

After collecting both last weeks and this weeks assignments I decided to walk home. The only thing on my mind was Shawn and Savannah. Why would he cheat on me? He's the only person I trusted, he's the only person I've ever loved.

Once I got home I ran up to my room and locked the door. I slid down my door and began to cry.

Shawn and I's relationship was born to die. He makes me happy but at the same time he makes me feel like shit.

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This chapter was suppose to be updated yesterday but I was busy and I kept getting distracted while writing it. I'll probably update again later Idk yet. But yeah please vote and comment.

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