the heart wants what it wants

A kiss of power

Cameron went home around an hour later when it turned 10:30.

I still reeked of pool water so I took a shower. I turned the water on and then I heard a little beep on my phone go off. I had gotten a text from Casey.

Casey: Hey

Me: What do you want?

Casey: What's wrong?

Me: Why didn't you tell me?

Casey: I didn't want you to get hurt.

Me: And you think that if you don't tell me your protecting me. No. Why wouldn't you tell me my boyfriend cheated on me.

Casey: I don't know it was wrong of me. Please forgive me. Are we still friends?

Me: Yeah I'm just mad at you. But I forgive you. Wyd?

Casey: Playing xbox 360

Me: Cool What game?

Casey: Call of duty. What's your address I want to come visit?

Me: 498 Tyler Dr. Mesquite TX, 75289.

Casey: K.

Me: Gonna take a shower got to go bye.

Casey: Bye.

I set my phone down on my bed. I walked over to the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I put my towel on a hook and stepped into the soothing hot water.

I grabbed my shampoo bottle and started humming the tune to My Way. It doesn't really take much for me to wash my hair so it only took me like 5 seconds to do my shampoo. Then I grabbed the conditioner then the soap and once I was done I turned off the water grabbed my towel and stepped out. I had my towel rapped around me and walked over to my dresser. But when I opened the bathroom door my little brother Mark was on my bed reading my texts. He saw everything I sent to James, Cameron, family and everyone.

Me: "What the fug are you doing in my room?!"

Mark: " I... was... Uhh..."

Me: " I'm telling mom. Get out!"

Mark ran out of my room and I slammed the door behind him. UGGHH!!! I hate my little brother. He is so annoying.

I quickly got dressed and then ran down stairs to tell on Mark.

Me: "MOM!!! Mark was in my room snooping on my phone."

Mark: "No I wasn't."

Me: "Yes you were you little lying, brat, punk."

Mom: "Mark go to your room you are grounded for a month."

Mark: "UUGGHH!!!"

Mom: "You know this wouldn't happen if you put a password on your phone."

Me: "Now this is my fault?"

Mom: " I didn't say..."

Me: "Uggh!! I'm going to bed."

I ran upstairs to my room and turned off the lights to go to bed.

I drifted asleep slowly and went to bed.

The next day I woke and checked my phone Max texted me asking to meet him at his house. I changed out of my pajamas and ran down stairs to tell my mom I was going out. I opened the garage door and got my bike and helmet out. I rode all the way over to his house and on the way I saw a homeless man begging for money. I felt bad so I gave him 20 dollars. I continued on my noble quest and arrived at his house around 10 o' clock a.m.

When I got there Cameron and Janet were there and I guess Janet wanted to make me jealous because she grabbed Cameron's head and kissed him. I just looked away I don't want to see her and him together, it makes me sick just thinking about it. He could do a lot better. I sat down next to Max and held his hand. We all started talking but I zoned out a bit because I was to distracted thinking about James how he used to hold my hand all the time.

Max: "...Hello, Earth to Kate."

Me: " Huh, Sorry, what did you say?"

Max: "Schools a month away where you going to school at?"

Me: "I don't know."

Max: "Why don't you go to our school?"

Me: "I can try to talk to my mom."

Max: "Okay."

We stay at Max's house for a bit playing call of duty where I totally destroyed Max in it.

After Janet's turn we all left to go home, except Janet left with Cameron on his bike and they both went back to his house. Probably to spend some quality couple time together or something. I ran up the stairs and threw my bag on my bed. I flopped down because I was so tired. I've been doing a lot of bed flopping since I go to Texas. I just want to go to bed so I kicked off my shoes and took a long quiet nap.