the heart wants what it wants

Cheater Confessions

We got into the living room and I started talking.

Me: "Listen I know you and Janet are a thing and all, but I just think you shouldn't act or lovey dovey together in front of Cameron. It's obvious he is still upset that you betrayed him and Janet cheated on him."

Max: "Look you've been cheated on you know what it's like, you get over it and move on. You moved on from whats his name."

Me: "Yeah because he was a loser. But Cameron is sweet. He cares about me, and he cares about Janet to. He wants her to be safe. She is a good friend to him but it really hurt him that she cheated on him and you betrayed him."

Max: "Look it's not my fault. It's yours. If you hadn't gone out with me she would have and we wouldn't have this problem. Cameron and her would never had dated so he would never get hurt. End of story."

Me: "What is wrong with you. Why would you even try to hurt him? Why did you kiss Janet last week."

Max: "Fine if you really want to know, I kissed her because I want you back."

Me: "Huh?"

Max: "I did it because I wanted to get you back. I thought I would make you jealous. That's why I kissed her. But then I fell in love with her. She's hot and nice. She gets me."

Me: "My God has the world gone completely insane. Everyone here is drinking and your saying that you and Janet are in love."

Max: "Look shes hot and I love her. It was fate. I was trying to get you back but turned out to end up with someone I love and care about. Look school starts in 4 days I don't want any problems so let's just forget about it, okay?"

Me: "Whatever." 

I walked away and pondered the thought in my head about him and Janet actually being in love. I bet they won't even make it past 5 months. Although I do wish them the best. How could he like Janet. I mean I just never saw it coming. She is the sister I have always wanted just never had. I don't want her getting hurt like he hurt me. I then saw a beer can on the floor. I looked in the fridge and saw that out of my dad's 34 beers five of them are left. How do these kids drink this much. I closed the fridge and walked back to my spot on the couch by Jack. As I was going to sit down I saw Jack and Janet getting a little to friendly. She was sitting on his lap and her arm were around his neck. They started kissing. I hated it. Man she cheats on everyone doesn't she. They continued and I just walked away to my room. It's already been 3 hours. I started getting uncomfortable in the dress I was wearing so I changed back into my jeans tank top and black combat boots. I hate showing my arms so I put on my blue hoodie. It actually was kinda cold. I walked back downstairs. Apparently a little fight broke out while I was gone. Max had seen Janet kissing Jack and they got into a fight. They were punching each other and kicking each other and jack slapping each other, it started getting serious. I took off my hoodie put it on the couch and broke up the fight. But Max was so mad he kept trying to get loose, he punched me. I'm sure it was an accident, but he hit me so hard. it knocked the wind out of me. I blacked out for a bit and everyone tried to help me. The last thing I remember was falling and everyone rushing around me and trying to help me. 

A few minutes later I awoken. Everyone crowded around me to check to see if I was alright. Max knelt down besides me and so did Cameron and Janet and Tasia. 

Tasia signing: Are you ok?"

Me: Yeah my head and stomach hurts though.

Then Max spoke

Max: "I am so sorry. "

Me: "It's fine."

I stumbled up and then Cameron said a few words that I didn't quite understand because I was dizzy. 

I assume he told everyone party was over and to go home because everyone started to clear out of the house. 

I stumbled up the stairs as I tried to walk to my room to lay down. 

Cameron: "Oh no you don't. You're staying down here tonight to sleep. I don't want you walking upstairs."

As I was laying/sitting down on the steps he picked me up into his strong arms and carried me to the couch. 

Cameron: "I'm gonna stay here with you tonight."

Me: "No your parents will get worried."

Cameron: "They will understand. I gotta take care of you. Your my babe. "

He set me on the couch, put a blanket over me, and a pillow under my head. I drifted asleep and began to relax. 

Mark's friends ended up spending the night, Cameron took care of the kids for me. I woke up a little sore and had a bruise on my stomach. Cameron was laying on the other side of the couch knocked out. He looked cute sleeping. I looked around. The house was a mess there was beer bottles and trash everywhere. Pillows were on the floor, furniture was everywhere. How am I going to fix this before my parents get home. Cameron woke up.

Cameron: "What happened in here?"

Me: "I gotta clean up before my parents get home later today. Can you help me?"

Cameron: "Sure, what do you need?"

Me: "You have a fake I.D. Right?"

Cameron: "Yeah."

Me: "I need you to go to the store and by 29 miller beers. I will pay you back."

Cameron: "Okay. The kids are still asleep F.Y.I"

Me: "Okay go."

He headed out the door, got on his motorcycle and went to the store. When he said the kids are still asleep I pictured us growing old together and having kids of our own. But that's just a fantasy. 

I started cleaning and cleaning and wouldn't stop. The main thing I was worried about was my parents coming home early and finding a big mess.