the heart wants what it wants

Proof

I took Cameron over to Adande. I could tell that Cameron wasn't happy about him hitting on me. 

Adande: "Hey your back. Who's this?"

Me:"My boyfriend."

Adande: "I still don't believe you."

Cameron: "You hitting on my girl?"

Adande: "You mean my soon to be girl. Come on leave him for a real man."

Cameron: "Listen leave her alone. You're just some drunk piece of Sugar. Honey. Ice. Tea."

Adande: "Oh you're some tough guy aren't you?"

Cameron: "I'm more of a man than you are."

Adande: "Yeah? Prove it."

Adande then shoved Cameron, causing him to stumble onto the pool table. The music was loud, but a few people were staring, and trying to listen to our conversation. Cameron then stood back up and shoved Adande. My Lord, this boy just loves getting into fights doesn't he? 

I didn't know what to do. They kept shoving each other and throwing each other on furniture and walls. Adande then threw the first punch, hitting Cameron in the jaw. Cameron stumbled back to his feet. He then threw the second punch. He charged at Adande, causing him to smash into the wall. He then continued punching him in the gut and kicking him in..... never mind the details. He then stopped. Adande I guess was so drunk he couldn't really feel the pain. He swung a punch at Cameron. Then the manager came out. He broke up the fight and gave us a warning. I just didn't want to be there anymore so I started walking toward the exit. Adande grabbed hold of my arm.He wasn't gentle. 

Adande: "Where you going?" The party is here."

Me: "I'm just going home."

Adande: "Can I come?"

Me: "Fug no. Stay away from me."

 I shook his hand off and walked out the door. I got on my bike and put on my helmet. I texted Cameron letting him know I left the club and went home. As I was riding home I saw the cutest sight, as I was stopped at the red light. It was like I don't know 10 or 11 p.m. I saw this couple together. The guy got on one knee and pulled out a ring box. The girl started crying and said yes. They both then stood up and kissed. 

The light changed and I rode away. I'm happy for that couple and I hope they have a great life together. 

I told my mom I would be out late so why not make the most of it. I checked my wallet and saw I had a hundred dollars from birthday. I have more in the bank though. I understand why people think I'm a rich white girl now. I rode over to the Jack in the Box that's like 5 blocks from my house, that I pass every time I go to Max's house. I parked my motorcycle and walked inside to eat. I ordered a Jumbo Jack with Cheese the meal and a Dr. Pepper. 

I sat down to eat and then threw away my trash and walked outside. I walked out and saw that two guys were trying to hot wire my bike. I ran over and punched the first guy that had the wires in his hand. He fell to the floor. Then I kicked him three times. I turned around and did the same to his little assistant but instead of a punch I did around house. I put on my helmet, got on my bike and left quickly. 

I didn't want to go home just yet so I went to the 24 hour gas station and bought a slurpee and my favorite chips ruffles. I went home and put up my motorcycle. I walked upstairs quietly with my slurpee and ruffles in my hand. I quickly gulped the slurpee down, but I got a brain freeze. I decided to save the ruffles for tomorrow. I took off my shoes and clothes and hopped in the tub. I took a bath and washed my hair and body with soap and shampoo. I got out and got dressed in my underwear, soccer shorts, and gray tank top. It looked horrible. I so need to go shopping. Oh my gosh what has Janet done to me? 

I was so tired so I stumbled to my bed. It was really cold so I quickly got under the covers and shivered as I slowly got warm.

As I slowly drifted off to sleep I recited a quote out loud. 

You'll never be brave if you don't get hurt. 

You'll never learn if you don't make mistakes.

You'll never be successful if you don't encounter failure.

                                                                      - unknown

I fell asleep quickly and woke up around 12:00 o' clock p.m. I'm really not surprised. 

I got up and got dressed. I wore a blue tank top, tight black pants, and my combat boots. I walked downstairs and grabbed a banana to eat. My mom then stopped me as I was walking out the door to go to Cameron's house. 

Mom: "Where are you going?"

Me: "To Cameron's house."

Mom: "No you're not you're going to watch Mark today remember?"

Me: "You never told me about that."

Mom: "Yes I did. A month a go. You're father and I set aside a date night remember. We do it every month remember, and you watch Mark."

Me: "Oh right. Well can't you do it another time. I really want to hang out with Cameron."

Mom: "No we are leaving in 2 hours."

Me: "UUGGGHHHH!!!!"

I stormed up to my room and slammed the door. Right now I don't want to talk to anyone, I just want to be alone. UGH! My mom is so unfair!

I remember when things were simpler back in Nebraska. I texted Cameron. Then I came up with the most amazing idea I've ever had. 

But first I gotta get ready. 

I got out some stuff I took from Mark for him to do. It was mainly his ipad, yo-yo, soccer ball, football, and tablet. I don't think he'll tell it it's his though. I mean I've hid it from him for about 3 years. I've even used them in front of him and he didn't even recognize any of it. 

This is going to be great.