the heart wants what it wants

The truth all comes out.

Janet was laying down on a lounge chair and I came over to her and started a conversation.

Me: "I am so sorry. It just happened. I mean he likes me, I like him, I took a shot."

Janet: "It was supposed to be my shot not yours. Now just leave me alone you little greedy, petty, brat."

Me: "Oh I'm petty I just live in the moment of things and have my goals high. Your the petty one. Man take a look in the mirror sometime."

Janet: "I have and I look great unlike you with your ugly buzz cut.

She can not just come down on me with that comment. I hate being talked down to. I was so upset at her for saying what she said I can't stand that petty little brat any more. I decided to do something about it. I lifted my entire first and swung it at her. I hit her in the jaw and then she fell. I got on top of her and kept punching her. I hit her nose then her gut then her thigh and I continued punching. She was bleeding from her nose and mouth. I knew by the time I was done she would have a black eye and a busted lip. Just when I was about to be done with her she screamed and swung her fist at me. I tried to dodge it but it hit my ear when I could tell she was aiming for my nose. When she hit me I fell back and hit my head on the ground I stumbled to get up. My arm hurt from repeatedly punching her. She tried tackling me but I stepped aside so she just hit a wall. Max and Cameron were in the kitchen eating a little snack and Max still looking for an ice pack, neither of them knew what was going on. 

Janet screamed when she stumbled back up and saw my weapon pointing at her.

Janet: "Max, Cameron!"

Cameron and Max heard her scream for help and came barging out of the slide screen. door. They looked at her and saw her bruised face and then they looked at me with my not as bruised face. Cameron slowly jogged toward me and grabbed my arm. Max went to assist Janet and Cameron threw me over his soldier and brought me into someones bedroom. I assume Max's because it had some close I have seen him wear all over the room. He dropped me on the bed and then started biting his knuckle and pacing back and forth.

Cameron: "What is wrong with you?"

Me: "She attacked me."

Cameron: "Not from what I saw."

Me: "She criticized me and UUGGHHH!!! I just hate her!"

Cameron: "That doesn't explain why you hit her in the first place"

Me: "She was being a biotch."

Cameron: "Why did you even hate her? What has she done to you."

Me: "Maybe you should have heard the conversation we had outside while you and Max were getting a snack. "

Cameron: "I'm sorry."

Me: "Don't ever be sorry, you didn't do anything wrong. This was all my fault, I just lost my temper."

Cameron: "I'm sorry just no more fighting other people, and just know that if anyone tries to hurt you I'm gonna hurt them.

I laughed at what he said and we hugged. We walked outside and I see Max and Janet talking while sitting on the chairs.

Janet is bruised and had blood dripping from her head. I feel awful. Max pulled me over to the side and started talking to me.

Max: "Hey are you okay?"

Me: "Yeah I just want to go home and not cause anymore trouble.

Max: "Well let me drive home with you."

Me: "That's not necessary."

Max: "I insist, what kind of boyfriend would I be if I didn't make sure my girl didn't get home safely?"

We drove on our bikes all the way to my house. I parked my motorcycle in the garage and kissed Max on the cheek goodbye.

I walked inside the house just as Max was riding away. I was upstairs in my room still unpacking for about 2 hours and then Cameron texted me.

Cameron: Hey you home I need to talk to you?

Me: Yeah why?

Cameron: Can I come over and explain?

Me: Yeah when?

Cameron: Now.

Me: Okay.

Cameron: Okay I'm on my way

Cameron came over to my house about 4 minutes later. We went up to my room and closed the door. He would sit on my bed as I would get the rest of my close and fold them. I finally got all the boxes broken down and everything I own into my room and put up.

Cameron: "...So when you left the pool with Max to go home Janet and I were all alone and then she started bursting out into tears because you stole Max from her. Anyway so I comforted her and we kept talking and one thing led to another so now we are boyfriend and girlfriend. I want to make it public because I have always kinda liked her. I think she is just using me to get to Max closer. What do you think?"

Me: "I honestly just don't want to get in the middle of this I just only want to worry about my relationship."

Cameron: "Okay I can live with that. So Kate can I ask you a question?"

Me: "You just did. Just kidding go ahead."

Cameron: "What made you like Max?"

Me: "Well he is sweet, strong, handsome. smart, funny , and caring."

Cameron: "Great."

We sit down on my bed together and he hugs me by putting one arm around me and his chin on my head. I turned on the T.V. and we just sat down together watching Family Guy.