"Pretty Little Promise's"

Chapter 81 Confrontation

Risa:

I tried to comfort her , but the way she cried on her palm para akong tinutusok ng isang libong karayom

I do not want this ang gusto ko lang ay closure , i don't want to see her cry again because of me

Yes i regret for what I've done to her before , Galit ang utak ko pero ang puso ko ay pag mamay ari niya parin after all asawa ko pa rin siya hindi naman na grant ang divorce na gusto ko noon kaya basically she's still my wife but shes free now kung ano man ang gusto niya malaya siyang mag desisyon ..

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She wouldn't stand up, kahit paulit-ulit kong sinasabi na tumayo siya, pupunasan ko yung luha niya.

She just kept crying.

I put my blazer on her shoulders.

my knees were weak,

It felt like everything was crumbling around me.

"Think twice before you let someone come into your life," I whispered. Ayokong masaktan siya ulit ng iba,

ayokong makita siyang ginagago ulit,

like what I did.

i can't do anything right, I feel so stupid.

I'm seriously regretting everything. Just by looking at her crying, alam ko kung gaano siya nasasaktan.

Naninikip ang dibdib ko, ramdam ko ang pag piga ng puso ko, nanlalambot ang aking mga tuhod nanginginig ang mga kamay ko na siyang humahawak sa likuran niya ,tila gumuho ang kaunting nartira saakin

"Can you stop crying ?"mahina kong saad sa kanya habang nakayuko parin siya at nakaupo sa daanan

she shook her head saying no

pano ba?

"Hon saktan mo ako kung yun lang makapagpapatahan sayo" i caress her back

oo handa akong masaktan kahit pa kapalit ng buhay ko

Gusto ko lang siyang maging okay ulit, even if it means her settling down with someone who loves her so much and she loves in return.

Kahit masaktan ako, mahal ko pa rin siya.

"N-no," she whispered.

"No." Then, a sharp stab of pain,

"Don't call me that."

"I-I'm your wife... but I'm not your Hon anymore," she said, her voice breaking my heart.

Yes, she's my wife, but not the wife I knew anymore.

I changed her, I hurt her, unti-unti.

Pinikit ko ang mata ko para lang masabi ang mga katagang hindi ko masabi sabi dahil sa pakiramdam ko napaka kapal ng muka kong sabihin yun pagkatapos ko siyang saktan

"I - i alice "

"I love you!" sigaw ko habang umaagos ang mga luha ko

"And can you just let me admire you till this feelings fade?" mahina kong utal

I lifted her chin, forcing her to meet my eyes.

Her teary eyes met mine.

Just eye contact, pero bakit ang laki ng impact sa akin?

Those eyes, full of tears and silent pleas...

How can I hurt this woman with such beautiful eyes?

She has everything I ever wanted in a woman.Everything that i wish i could see in other woman ay mayroon siya