Back To December.. A Harry Styles FanFic

Chapter 22: Adrenaline

~TAMMY'S POV~

                I watched as his eyes slowly got wider and every other second those jade eyes that were slowly losing their color would look up at me for conformation whether the words written across the paper where of truth. I could feel my heart slamming against my rib cage, my fingertips were moist as they painted nervous circle on the table. The clock at the other side of the room was ticking and with every tock i sat there hoping he'd say something.. Anything. But he didn't. He kept on reading. I'm sure he's read it all by now and is just staring at the paper.

            I looked outside the dark clouds were approaching, threatening to rain relentlessly all over us. The adrenaline flowed in my veins but i said nothing. A waitress finally approached us but soon left after none of us payed her no mind. Say something Harry! His eyes darted up at me. Had i said that out loud? The look on his face was encouraging my theory. His plump lips spread and i let out a breath i didn't know i was holding. I waited for him to speak, my breathing regular now, only for his lips to fall shut again. He let the paper to fall from his long and callused fingers.

               In a split second Harry was up. The sound of his chair scraping the ground pierced my eras and i realized that he was leaving. This wasn't what i expected him to do. Instantly i was up and i struggled to keep up behind him. His long legs were travelling faster than i thought they could. Finally God's impending threat to soak us in water from they sky came to pass and i instantly became soaked. You could not understand how frustrated i was with him right now, but i refused to let any curses slip from my mouth for this was all my own doing. 

                   Not only were the rain pellets splashing on my face there were flashing camera bulbs obstructing my view of Harry and where ever the hell was  his destination. I called after him multiple times begging him to wait but he didn't and all of this was getting caught on camera or video.

~HARRY'S POV~

I heard her. I heard her loud and clear but at the same time i heard nothing. at one point i felt her grip on my shirt, but i quickly pulled her hands off me. I made my way into the elevator but before it could shut she slipped her tiny body in between the brace and the sliding door.

Tammy- look at me Harry.

i refused to. I felt her tiny wet hand on my cheek.

Tammy- please Harry, i explained it already.

Me- how could you?

Tammy- Harry i did it for you.

Me- for me? what about her. No mate you didn't do shit for me.

Tammy- Harry!

i looked away unable to speak to her anymore i had a place i had to be someone i had to meet. I could hear her crying in the corner of the elevator and through my peripheral i saw her slid to the ground. A sight that would have before broken my heart instantly,  didn't phase me anymore.

Tammy- Harry please.

I shook my head and as soon as the elevator doors opened i was out of there, pushing past people, past my friends and past Tammy's family. There was one place i wanted to be right now more than anywhere else in this world. And the moment i arrived i was greeted by a ghostly pair of minuscule green eyes that mirrored mine exactly.