Back To December.. A Harry Styles FanFic

Chapter 7: Reasons And Plane Rides

~TAMMY'S POV~

i let myself breakdown for the third time today and sobbed harder than i have ever had in my entire life. i began to hold myself pathetically in hopes of not letting myself fall apart, but that failed epically.

Ronnie- Tammy I'm so sorry, its just that i just wanted to see you happy

i knew it wasn't her fault and i wanted to tell her so badly but i couldn't speak. it was like those last hateful words i had spoke to my one true love had sliced my voice box making me incapable to speak ever again. when he walked out of the door every part of me wanted to hold on to his arms and confess everything to him. but i just couldn't. it may not make any sense to you but he is better off without us he has to be. i began to feel my throat get worse by the minute but i didn't care. i crawled up into a useless ball and cried.

there was a quick knock at the door and Ronnie rushed to open it.

~ZAYN'S POV~

we had traced Harry's phone back to the girl who broke his heart house.

we all looked angry, Louis looking the most distraught out of us all.

the door opened and a little girl carrying a small girl answered the door.

Girl- im sorry but this isnt a good....

her voice trialled off as she stared at us, obviously recognizing who we were

Liam- please can we speak to a girl who lives here... her name is Tammy... i think

Ronnie- I'm sorry. she isn't in the mood for guests right now

as everybody yelled and tried to persuade the young girl to lead us to her sister i stared at the rosy cheeked, amber baby in her hand who was smiling at me. i couldn't stop looking at her something about her just felt so oddly familiar.

Girl- i love you guys to death, i really do but Harry already came and now my sister is crying. I'm sorry

Niall- do you know what she did to harry?

Girl- I'm sorry

Louis- are you a fan?

Girl- absolutely

Liam- so you would be hurt if the band ever split up right?

Girl- traumatized

Paul- then you have to let us speak to your sister. we don't have much time left

me- whats her name

Louis- we don't really have time for this

me- the baby, whats her name

Girl- Darcy

That's when it hit me. like a thunderous slap in my face i finally put two and two together. my eyes shot to Liam. he was thinking exactly what i was thinking

me- she is Harry's

we were all so shocked we didn't realize a stunning girl with the most beautiful grey eyes that were now cloudy and filled with sadness, come up from behind.

???-is it really that obvious?

we all looked at the girl. She was the one who stole Harry's heart

Ronnie- Darcy is.... Harry styles Tammy? Why didn't you... you said you didn't know who her father was.

Louis- we need your help now

Tammy- I'm not in the mood for doing favors i obviously have things to talk about with my family

me- does he know?

Tammy- no and he is not about to find out, now please leave me alone

Niall- you know we have to tell him right?

her tough shell broke and she looked at me eyes pleading for help.

Tammy- please... don't. i have her hidden for a reason

Liam- for what reason?!?!?! he has a child and doesn't know about it

me- we need your help. he wants to give up.

Tammy- give up what? fine come in, its raining.

Louis- everything. he said... he said it was all for you

Tammy- all of it?

Niall- he said, it was all to find you, that it was your dream for him to make it big.

~TAMMY'S POV~

I could feel the tears beginning to stream down my face now. And I was actually surprised you would think I would be all dried out but nope the tears kept comming. 

Niall- look I don't really understand what's going on between you guys but I do know I'm not about to loose a band mate. 

Louis - I second that 

Liam - we have to get going maybe we can catch him before he leaves 

Me - I'm not sure I can help you 

Louis - do you know who he is to me? He is my best friend and I am about to loose him. I cant loose him. WE cant loose him. 

I did think they were being a little over dramatic but then again what do i know. 

me- what do you guys need me for? I am of no use 

Louis - you and I both know what you are capable of. Its like you have him under some spell or something. 

I was very hesitant but I wasn't going to break up a band. 

me- fine. But nobody tells him about Darcy I will tell him when I'm ready. 

I reached for my bag and my white Christian Loubitons and headed for the airport determined to change Harry's mind.

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i tried to calm Darcy down as the plane shook with turbulence. yeah i am in a plane, and i hate it.. we had got there too late and Harry's flight to Holmes Chapel had already departed, that's when Louis suggested that i fly there too. i thought it was absolutely ridiculous but they insisted and saying i owed it to them to put the band back together. i had to take Darcy with me because i had never left her before and i wasn't about to start now. i had no idea what i was going to say to him but i was going to convince him to stay.

Darcy- mommy i want

she was pointing towards Louis who was lounging back with his eyes closed enjoying first class. i was my first time here and it was pretty damn cool. Darcy seemed to hate it though. she despised her car seat.

Darcy- mommy i want

she had grown really fond of Louis too. i thought it was great the way he treated her  even if he kind of hated me. the rest of the guys were cool. Niall kept asking me if i was okay and i told him why Darcy was a secret,  

Zayn didn't say much to me just stared at Darcy a lot. Liam was the best though, he made me feel comfortable and told me i didn't have to tell Harry about Darcy if i didn't want too. i sighed and tapped on Louis and ushered Darcy into him arms. he patted her stomach and played with her. after a while i slowly fell asleep, and when i woke up i was back in my home town.

the drive to the Styles home took about thirty minutes and when i got there i was absolutely not ready for that i got.