Back To December.. A Harry Styles FanFic

Chapter 21: Running From the Ruins

~TAMMY'S POV~

Doctor- your daughters condition is worsening each day and after intense examination we have reached a the conclusion that your child is faced with the after effect of using the drug Amobarbital or Amytal. It has caused a delay birth defect in your child. The results of the abuse has lead to heart and kidney problems. The rate or your child's heart pumps blood through her body fluctuates from twice the speed of a normal child to minus 2 the regular production. Also your child is faced with kidney problems and If the kidneys stop working properly, harmful waste products and excess fluid will build up in her body. Her blood pressure may also rise and the body might not make enough red blood cells. This is called kidney failure. If left untreated, it can quickly become life threatening.

I fell to the ground. My heart was pounding as i was trying my hardest to wrap my mind around all of this. I ruined her. The tears began to rush down my cheeks at an unexplainable speed. My dad and step mom began to try to comfort me but it wouldn't work.

Dad- its not your fault

Me- yes it is! we all know it is. How could i do that?

Jessie- its understandable baby don't be too hard on yourself baby it isn't going to help the situation.

Me- my little girl! Shes so young! i ruined her!

My thought began to mess with me more and more. I could feel a pickling at the back of my throat stabbing me in my esophagus. That was guilt. I did this to my daughter. I took drugs while i was pregnant. I ruined her.

Me- can she survive it? will she be okay?

Doctor- we don't know.When she is old enough we could try and schedule a heart transplant and a kidney one but as for now she is far too small to be operating on.

I pulled myself up and dashed out of the room. I flew past the lobby which held Robbie, Devin, Harry, Liam, Louis and other people waiting for their own news.

i ran and didn't stop until i reached the outside of the hospital which surprisingly held paparazzi posted outside ready to snap a picture of an unlucky celebrity. i felt someones hand on my shoulder and i turned to meet emerald eyes for the third time this week.

Harry- you alright?

Immediately flashing light bulbs went off and i remembered that Harry was a huge pop star now.

Me-i.... i.... our...... i didn't mean to.... now..... her heart..... and her kidney!

~HARRY'S POV~

i held he shaking body by her shoulders as i stared at her trying to make sense of what she was blabbering.

Me-slow down Tammy, is there something you're not telling me?

Tammy- i have to go

Me- no! I'm tired of you running what is it that is bothering you? i hate seeing you like this! like something is eating you up. Stop crying love, talk to me. I'm here, ive always been here.......

She wiped her tears but continued to remain in my arms feeling the same comfort i was feeling.

Tammy- we need to talk Haz.

Me- yes?

Tammy- not here. there's a burger store right across the street from here.

Me-okay.

We made our way across the street and into Becky's burgers and shakes. Where i found out about  Tammy's where abouts.

we made ourselves comfortable in a booth in the far right of the restaurant. 

Me- whats worrying you?

She reached in to her pocket and pulled out a peace of paper.

Me- what is this?

Tammy- i want you to please be patient. Don't say anything until you're done reading.  And please respect my decisions. Okay Haz?

Me- okay.