Back To December.. A Harry Styles FanFic

Chapeter 23: She Was Mine

~HARRY's POV~

Darcy- Hey! i know you.

She giggled softly. No you don't. I slowly approach her and sat on the bed.

Me- you know who i am?

My throat was dry and i was nervous about meeting her like this for the first time. The thought of being a father so soon never crossed my mind but when i looked at her it made sense.

Darcy-mmmhm, you the boy who shang " baby you wight up my world wike no bochy helse" 

I smiled hearing her quote me. Although i was still in shock because i couldn't understand why Tammy would keep her a secret, i could see the resemblance between us. Darcy's hair was a golden brown color that mirrored mine when i was her age. She had her mothers lips and nose but kept my smile. But the most obvious tell tale that gave away our relation was her eyes, and i do not understand why it took me so long to notice. I raised my hand to touch her face and she cuddled close in to it.

Darcy- shing to me

Her tiny and weak voice ordered and it brought a smile to my face. I began to sing the first song that popped to my head.  She cuddled into my chest.

Me- Isn't she lovely? Isn't she wonderful? isn't she precious? Isn't she pretty? Truly the angels best. Boy I'm so happy, we have been heavy blessed. I cant be live what God has done, through us hes given life to one. But isn't she lovely made from love

I felt a tear run down my cheek but i quickly wiped it away. I had sang that song so many times and never had it ever been this emotional. I didn't think i was capable of loving after Tammy left me. I swore never to love ANYTHING again, let alone love something as much as i did Tammy. I brushed one of her mated curls away from her face.

Me- You are my one and only and you can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight. Oh, you are my one and only you can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight and you'll be alright.

I found my self creating a mash-up of songs that all seemed to fit the emotions i was feeling. It all very well overwhelmed me, i couldn't believe i was someones father. 

.I could hear her breathing softly but her lids still fluttered and i knew she was still awake. The more i stared at her the more it grew. I couldn't really explain it there was just the parts of me that felt broken, were fixing themselves, slowly but surely.

Me- I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,

And each road leads you where you want to go,

And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,

I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.

And if one door opens to another door closed,

I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,

If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, 

But more than anything, more than anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,

Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,

You never need to carry more than you can hold,

And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,

I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,

Yeah, this, is my wish.

I softly continued to sing, meaning each and every word i sang. I mentally vowed to never be absent in her life anymore. Because the connection i made was too good to not. She was special, and i knew it. I refused to think any angry thought right now, my only mission was to make my child feel comfortable and safe. I didn't think i was going to fall for her this quickly. I guess the saying was true, like mother like daughter.

Me- Close your eyes

Have no fear

The monster's gone

He's on the run and your daddy's here 

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful

Beautiful girl

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful

Beautiful girl

Each song seemed to reflect all my feelings and i was immensely grateful for my varied taste in music. This reminded me much of the times that i would sing to Tammy also, it was always like this. Her head would be on my chest, her eyes would be sealed softly and she would be breathing gently.

Me-How beautiful if nothing more

Than to wait at Zion's door

I've never been in love like this before

Now let me pray to keep you from

The perils that will surely come

See life for you my princess has just begun

And I thank you for choosing me

To come through unto life to be

A beautiful reflection of his grace

See I know that a gift so great

Is only one God could create

And I'm reminded every time I see your face

I altered each song to fit my precious little girl and when she was finally sound asleep i kissed her forehead. After resting her head carefully on the bed i watched her for a while. She was insanely beautiful. She was delicate and dainty. She was innocent. She was mine.