Back To December.. A Harry Styles FanFic

Chapter Five : No one can save me

~HARRY~

i had barely slept a wink last night, and every time i did visions of her flashed through my head as i missed her terribly. why did today happen? why did i see her today? there had to be a reason for me to see her again... there had to be

Zayn- shut up harry. i know you miss her but stop talking to yourself

i hadn't realize i had been speaking out loud

me- im sorry lad

he was back asleep again in seconds. i got out of my bed and went outside to the balcony. it looked as if it was late morning and early afternoon when i finally decided to go out. this was definitely a terrible idea but i had to get out all i could think about was Tammy and that was not healthy in anyway. i pulled on a beanie and sunglasses to shade myself from recognition. As I roamed the streets of new Jersey holding a shopping bag I got spotted.  

Fan- omg Harry you have to take a picture with me I love you soooo much 

Me- of course babe 

I smiled as I watched the girl cry 

I pulled her into a nice big hug and posed for a picture as a frowning guy took the picture 

fan-thank you so much 

Me- anytime love, but can you do me a favor?  

Fan- are you serious? Yes! Omg anything 

I chuckled 

Me- thank you. Uhm is there anyplace around here I can get something great to eat? 

fan- Becky's burger's and shakes. Best stuff around 

me- thank you. It was nice meeting you 

Fan- you don't even know 

I gave her a quick kiss on the cheek before going in the other direction 

~ TAMMY~ 

I did not sleep last night. I was up crying. I cried so hard that at a point I did not know how to cry any more. Darcy woke up at around 8:30 and began to run around the house In her leotard and fairy wand. Soon she woke up my half sister Robbie. 

Robbie - wow you look terrible 

me- shut up

Robbie and I were really close even though she is twelve. I don't know how she managed to look like me when we have different moms. 

Darcy - mommy I want 

She was pointing at the television screen advert about smoothies 

Me - fine I will make you some 

Darcy- no! I WANT! 

me- okay Darcy! I said I'll make it for you 

She began to wave her hands in the air 

me- Darcy calm yourself! 

Robbie- do you want me to take her to Becky's? 

Me- oh my God would you? 

Becky's was Darcy's favorite place ever. The little girl ate it so much it bothers me. Every now and then I wonder why. She isn't over weight and then I remember her fathers high metabolism. 

Robbie put on her shoes and Darcy's ballet flats. 

Darcy- bye momma

i sighed

me-bye Darcy

that girl was something.

she giggled and hugged my leg before running to the door. i opened my wallet and handed Ronnie a ten and they left giving me some quiet time.