~TAMMY'S POV~
Darcy- home?
i looked at my daughter whose small little fingers were pressed on each side on my face. i looked at weakly at her and nodded.
Darcy- lou lou go home too?
me- no. lou lou went to his home
Darcy- why?
me- i don't now Darcy
Darcy- what about LiLi? and GemGem? and Anny? and -
me- Darcy they are all going to their homes. okay? so are we
she looked away still clutching my face. ever since i got out of the hospital she never let go of me completely even when she slept.
Darcy- what about dada? is he coming too?
me- dada?
Darcy- loulou said hes my dada. is he go home too?
my eyes began to water again.
me- no Darc. he is going to his home.
Darcy- if he dada he go home with us!
me- you dont get it Darcy
Darcy- i want! i want dada!
me- no! Darcy! he isn't coming with us. Lo is not your dad! you don't have a dad! you never will okay
she looked down with a tear rolling down her cheek
Darcy- why mommy?
me- that's just the way things are baby. I'm very sorry
i just wanted to cry because i feel like a terrible mom. Gemma's word were eating away at me. i was doing this for Harry. without even considerring what it would be like for my little girl to grow up without knowing her father.
Darcy- i showwy
i smiled for the first time that day and sat her back in her car seat, of couse she was still latched on to my pinky. she had been since i was released from the hospital and all throut my mini rehab sessions. now we were on a plane heading back to New jersey three weeks after i came back England. And just like liam promised, we were going back. But not without everyones numbers and a billion kisses from Anne, promisses from louis to come see his niece, liam vowing to take care of us no matter what.and in a weird way everything would all work out.
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