Out Of Touch. - a Caspar Lee Fan Fiction - discontinued UFN

Chapter 58

Sorry if this A/N is too lengthy for your liking, but I have a lot to say okay, not relevant to the book but you know, if you're interested, then be my guest, read it. If it ain't your cuppa tea, you can skip it. :))
Btw, its not really AALLLLLLL that long, I just feel like, for some of you it would drag on forever because you probs don't care if I think I'm having a heart attack. :') anyway, here's the long Author's Note. Peace Homies.✌

Um what does it mean if your lungs really sting when you breathe? Am I having a heart attack. I'm only 15, this isn't meant to happen.

I think yes. Omg I just sneezed. I know, valuable as fuvk fact for your day.

I'm starting to live off coffee like wth. I get like migraines if I don't have one, but I don't drink coffee before 10am because its bad for you or something, I'm not sure. But yeah, basically I come home, and have one. Then have 2 before bed, because they don't make me not sleep. My silly bugga of a body already stays up anyway. So you know.

I just realised I had to change some chapter numbers, they were wrong, I had 2 of 55 but I don't anymore. :'))

*Charlie's P.O.V.*

My sock-covered feet patter on the floor as I walk through the silent house.
I walk to the kitchen and see the time on the microwave.

5:48?!!

Earlier than I thought, then. I just really need a drink.
I grab a glass from one of the cupboards and move over to the sink. I turn on the tap and cringe, it seems so much louder in the silence. I fill my glass as quietly as I can, and walk back to Caspar in bed.
As I walk in and shut the door, he stirs and then looks at me.
"Babe? What were you doing up do early?" He asks, sleepily.
"Drink. Hope its okay." I smile, holding up the drink.
"Of course its okay. Now come sleep." He mumbles, his voice slow and pretty quiet.
I take a sip of my drink and walk over to the bed, placing the water on the bedside table.
"Can I have some?" Caspar asks as I sit on the bed.
"No." I say, laughing and giving him the glass.
He sips it and passes it back. I put it on the table again, and he wraps his arms around me and pulls me under the covers. The heat radiates off his body, as I've just been out of the warmth.

He holds me, pulling me close, and I manage to go back to sleep.

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"Oh, is she awake yet?" Emily says.
"Nah," Caspar answers.
"I hope she doesn't feel that she ruined yesterday or anything." Emily says.
"I don't think she does. I'll just need to keep a closer eye on her from now on."

I keep my eyes shut, although I can hear everything they're saying.

"Cas, don't let her go. She's beautiful and she loves you. I can see it in her eyes, the way she looks at you. Its amazing to find that kind of strong love so young of age. You take care of her." Emily says.

It actually brings a tear to my eye. I can feel it trying to escape my closed eyelids, and it succeeds.

Hopefully they don't notice anything.
I slowly move around, making it as if I'm completely oblivious to the conversation they just had, and eventually open my eyes.
The water from my eye should look fine, anyway, I just woke up. Its not unusual to have watery eyes when you first wake up.

"Morning, hun." Emily smiles at me. She's folding some sheets at the end of the bed, Caspar's helping.
"Hey gorgeous." He says, flashing a smile.
"Morningggggggg." I drag out, smiling.
"You slept in a while." Caspar's mum laughs.
"What time is it?" I ask, clueless.
"12:30." Caspar says.
"Geez." I say. "Might call Zoe then. See how she is."
I click Zoe's contact, and press call.

She answers after a few rings.
"Hello!" She exclaims.
"Hey Zo! How've you been?" I ask happily.
"Great! We'll be happy to have you home though! Its so quiet here without you and Caspar. The boys are nice but its not the same, you know?" She sighs.
"I'm excited to come home, but there's still so much more to experience here." I smile down the phone, even though she can't see me. Emily and Casp can so they know I'm happy.

"What time is it there? You've called at a good time." Zoe says.
"Its 12:30." I say.
"Here, its 8:30." She says.
"Was pretty good then, wasn't it? I didn't check times, I just called."
"Is that Charlie?" I hear Joe's faint voice say.
Then I hear some shuffling noises and then, "Hey Charlie!"
He sounds so happy.
"Hey Joe!" I reply.
"Joe, you're shit!" Caspar yells. Emily just looks at him, and then me, and we both laugh.
"Hey Caspar." Joe laughs.
"He said hey." I say to Caspar. "So how are you Joe?" I ask, returning to the phone call.
"Good, good. Alf just helped me film a video for my main channel, it'll be up tomorrow, you can watch it." He says. I can almost hear the smile in his voice.
"Something to look forward to." I smile.
"Yep." He says, popping the 'p'.
"Well, I better get going. I feel like I've had too much of a lie in." I say. "Bye!" I say happily.
"Bye! Call me tomorrow!" Joe says.
"Of course I will." I say, then a few moments later, I hear the beep, signifying that Joe hung up.
I put down my phone and let myself fall down, my back landing on the bed.
"I'm sooooooo tired." I whine.
"Wait for the jet lag, miss." Emily giggles.
"Ughhhhh." I groan, turning onto my side. "Need help with anything around the house?" I ask.
"I wouldn't want to ask you to do any of that. You're our guest." She says.
"But I'm part of the fam, now, right?" I say. "So I could help out like its nothing. Like its expected." I smile.
"Only if you absolutely insist." She says.
"Yes, I absolutely insist." I repeat, giggling.

"Well, there are a few dirty dishes downstairs, for breakfast. If you wouldn't mind." Emily smiles.
"Okay." I smile, getting up from the bed, and walking around to Caspar. I slump into his arms, wishing I could go back to sleep. I move slowly out of his arms and walk downstairs to clean the dishes.

Omg. I'm so sorry that I'm a slack bitch and haven't updated in such a while. Just everything is getting all too much! I have not forgotten about this story! Remember that. Xxx ❤❤