Out Of Touch. - a Caspar Lee Fan Fiction - discontinued UFN

Chapter 56

Its kinda quarter past 11 pm. And I kinda can't sleep yay.
I'm getting really impatient waiting to upload 3K. Can't even begin to imagine how much you want it. :') x

*Charlie's P.O.V.*

"Hanni, do you want to be pushed first?" I ask.
"Yes please. Maxi, are you okay with that?" She asks.
He nods and smiles.
Hannah gets up on the swing, and Max gets on the one next to her, but just hangs out on it while I push Hannah.
"Han, when you go forward, make your legs straight, and when you're coming back again, bend them." I tell her as I push her higher.
"Okay!" She yells.
After I think she's had enough pushing and she's gotten the hang of keeping herself going on the swing, I decide to push Max.
"Maxi, do you want a push now?" I ask him.
He eagerly nods.
"But not too high, I get scared if it's too high." He says.

He's so cute and innocent. I mean, not that he wouldn't be, he's only young, but it's still so cute!

"Sure thing," I smile. "Did you see what I showed Hannah? With her legs?"
"Yeah." He smiles.
"So I'll push you a little bit and then you can do that okay?" I smile.
"Okay." He says.
I start pushing him on the swing gently.
"Tell me when you get high enough Max." I say.
"Okay, I'm almost high enough." He says.

"Maxi, look at how high I can go on the swing!" Hannah laughs.
"Wow, you can go pretty far!" He says. "Charlie, I think I'm up enough now, but can you stay with us?"
"Of course, I'm not leaving you two! I'll come around the front, okay?" I say.
"Yeah!" They both giggle.

I walk around the front and lean on the frame of the swings. They both look at each other and laugh sometimes, they're such cute kids.
I feel two arms wrap around me, and I know its Caspar from his scent. He lays his chin on my shoulder and I turn my head and give him a quick little kiss on the cheek.

"I love you." He whispers.
I just smile to myself. Its so sweet, that even though he said it like ten-fifteen minutes ago, he still says it again.
You can't say it too much. Especially when you know that the other person completely means it.

We just stand there, watching the kids. We can just hear the squeaking of the swings, the laughter of the two kids, and vast amounts of chatter across the park.

My phone buzzes and I get it out of my pocket.
Its Zoe.

Zoe: How's your day been? I hope you're having a load of fun! We miss you so much! xx

Charlie: Aw! I miss you two as well! Its been kinda rocky, had a bit of a meltdown earlier, but Casp calmed me, I'll give you more details later! Love you Zo. And tell Joe I love him too! xxx

"Who was that?" Caspar asks, curiously.
"Just Zoe. She was checking up." I say.
"Sweet of her." He simply says, yet I know he's smiling, I can tell from his voice.

"Kids! Do you wanna come and have some sweets?" Emily yells.
"Yes please!" Caspar and I yell in unison, even though she was more directing the question to Hannah and Max.
We both look at each other and laugh.
The kids jump off the swings as soon as we pull them to a halt, and we go after them.

We get to the table and there's a container full of lollies, some fudge, cake and cookies.
I only take some fudge, I don't want to eat too many unhealthy things. It makes me bloated and then I can't even stand the sight of food.
We all grab little bits, some get more than others - others, being me, as I only got a piece of fudge.

"Charlie, come over here?" I hear a voice say.
I go over to Hannah where she's sitting on a bench, away from everyone.

"What is it?" I smile, kneeling down.
"Well, I just wanted to say, I saw you crying before..."
My stomach drops. "And I know I'm only a little kid, but what was wrong?" She continues.
"Well, do you know how some families have some problems? Well my family is having some problems at the moment, it's just getting a bit too much. You should live up your youth. I'm still young, but when you become a teenager, things have worse affects on you than they did before. I got those type of things happening before I was a teenager, but hopefully you'll have nothing like that." I smile.
"Well, I just wanted to say, you look really beautiful, even when you're crying." Hannah smiles.

"Thanks, Hanni." I smile. I hug her and she squeezes tightly back.

"You're the prettiest cousin I've ever had." She mumbles into my shoulder.

"Cousin?" I say with a smile, pulling away from the hug.
"Yeah, you're my cousin now. You and Cas are almost married." She says, giggling.
"Not quite." I laugh. "But when we do get married, you can be the flower girl." I continue with a whisper.

Her face lights up.
I just continue to smile at her. She hugs me again and then we walk back to the rest of the group.

Sorry that this is a crappy chapter. Idk, I felt like uploading.

I'm so tired, I almsot fell asleep 3 times for a nap that I've seriously needed all day, but just as I was about to go into an actual sleep, I had to get woken up. 3 times?! What the hell man.
Also I really really like someone and its becoming a bit of an issue, he likes someone else. :((((((((((((((((((((((

*moment of silence*

Anyway, enjoy this chapter, if possible :') I just really want to get to 3K! :') x