26th November, 2014.
08.17 am
Morning! Right now, I'm in college. Don't feel like coming early mornings. It's all foggy and chilly. I've all sucky lectures today. :( Two German lectures!! Last one is fine, but the one after economics bugs me a lot because there's no Puneet. Even he'll be in his fifty shades of mooda. Hell yeah! I'm just so sick with this eco. I had to sit for a total timepass. The tec sucks. Live already forgotten what I was writing about.
Well, he's sitting right next to me. He's a memtal mute for sure... You know what, he had texted me last night when I had just joked on his boy thing? He said that is he just my boyfriend for all such intimate stuff? That hurt me the most. Even now it does. Why did he had to be so harsh? I fell very bad. I love him so much. Doesn't he understand that? Now if I say anything to him for this, he'll yell at me more. I don't want that to happen because it makes both our days worse.
And I don't wanna hurt him... Never! He said that I only make him angry and happy., both. But what am I supposed to do? :( It just happens. It's like the person you love the most, is the one who you hurt the most.
I remember him telling me once that he wants m to be his anger, his happiness, his sadness and the whatever he will go through.
But it's okay to hurt someone a couple of times or so by chance, right? And I'm so damn stupid that I usually end up saying or doing mental stuff with him! I never wanna do those.
But whatever might be th case, I love him so badly. He loves me, too.
It's okay. :)
Yours,
Rishika :)
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