29th November, 2015.
08.58 am
Dear Diary,
Morning! I didn't go to college today. Thete was nothing much. Last day, I couldn't write to you because I was not in a good mood. Puneet went. :( I'm missing him like hell. He'll think that I'm a baby who's behaving this way. But I'm not a little kid. I'm a little sensitive towards him. He yells at me, I feel very bad. He feels upset, I, too feel upset. He's happy, I'm happy too. When he goes somewhere, then my heart doesn't rests. It's this way...
Being a girl, I can understand well that these are the girly traits. But who cares? Btw, he said he's finally gonna get his bullet next Wednesday, the day of his arrival. Let's not be too excited because it may nreak our hearts again. But hopefully, will get it on Wednesday. My presence is a must, he says.
He's dying to be with me! But look what I'm doing to him. I'm so damn frustrated with myself. Why do I lose my temper so soon and act like a weirdo? He gets hurt. He can't bear everything altogether. He's already tensed with his bullet matter. They're just telling him that he'll get it tomorrow, but that tomorrow isn't even showing up. And above that, I made everything worse. It was sick. I had no control on my temper.
From now on, I won't tell him and what's going on in my mind. I'll talk to him as less as possible so that's I won't hurt him. I won't shoe my inner emotions. I'll be with myself.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore...
Yours,
Rishika :)
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