Will You Be Mine Again?

Legit Entry #16

9th December, 2014.
08.40 am

Dear Diary,

Morning! Jeez! I'm having a weird time since morning. :( Puneet is back to his Fifty Shades of Moods. Didn't even talk to me since morning. I just hate it sometimes. Since a couple of days, he was all talkative, but now again, he's a mute.

I sometimes feel so bad. Like I'm a stupid girl to try to talk to him, but he never responses. He scowled at me today. Ugh! I'm totally angry on him right now. He'll give me a Can't-you-see-I'm-busy look and sit grumpily.

I literally don't understand what's it with him. Please bother my handwriting. I'm pretty mad at this moment.

It's like sitting and talking to a wall. A wall that's just still.

I gotta go now. Don't wanna talk crazy shit.

Yours,
Rishika :(

9th December, 2014.
06.41 pm

Dear Diary,

My stomach hurts since noon. Leg and stomach cramps from last day's PT exam. :(
So, today morning, I was pretty pissed at Puneet as he stayed all quite throughout the day in college. I knew that he was in a bad mood but he wouldn't tell me why.

Awhile ago, he cleared it all out on WhatsApp. He needs personal space. I remember Edward Hall, the social psychologist who researched on personal space concept. :p

In class, it's always me, who sits with him. We go together everywhere. Due to this, we don't get to interact with the other classmates. He said he feels like sitting with the other boys in class. That's an obvious thing.

I've never realized what I was doing until awhile ago. He, too has a life to lead with his friends. He needs to interact. Even me! I, too need to spend time with the other people in class. So, I must leave him some space. :)

Personal space is the only thing he needs. Poor boy! I should have realized it before. Anyways, I'm not angry or anything. I'm happy that he said what he wants. Otherwise, he would have kept it all inside him and I don't wanna hurt him.

Yours,
Rishika :)