Will You Be Mine Again?

Rishika Chatterjee's Home, Pune

"What happened? Why did you stop?" Mr. Singh sipped his third coffee and asked in a worried tone.

"Well, I used to maintain a personal diary then. The rest of the things are written in it." I yawned.

"Do you have it?" He asked, placing his cup on the table.

"Yes. I'll get it for you." I said and walked near my study table where I usually sit and prepare daily reports.

My laptop was on charging. I unplugged it and put it aside. Then I opened the drawer of the table and started finding that diary which I had started writing at the age of 18. I'll have to search the place thoroughly.

After at least twenty minutes, I found it. It was kept under a huge stack of my novels. It was a navy blue diary with a picture of a huge, beautiful butterfly on it. The cover had torn a bit in it's corners, but the oages were all okay till now.

I picked it up and went in the hall where Mr. Singh had been sitting impatiently.

"Here." I handed it to him.

"Oh. You've got it finally. I thought you've slept or something. If you didn't come in another ten minutes, I would've gone in to check on you." He smiled.

"It was kept under other stuff. An old possession of mine. So, it took time to find." I answered.

"No problem." He laughed. "I'll read it."

Rishika's Diary

Legit Entry #1

22nd November, 2014
11.40 am

Okay, I'm gonna start it right here. I've been very ridiculous as well as a mean kind of girl since a couple of days, you see!

I'm like going in hurting Mr. Boyfriend and breaking him into pieces. That's not me, right? I love my Puneet a lot and still I hurt him this way.

Yeah, I agree that I'm a little immature, but that doesn't mean that I can behave this way with him.

My Puneet will feel bad, of course. And once he gets upset, it takes at least a day or two to make him normal as he keeps thinking about the same thing for hours and days. I never wanna hurt him, but it just happens. I love him more than anything, but still, why do I do that?