23rd December, 2015.
10.07 am
Dear Diary,
Morning! It's freezing cold outside. Phew! I had a small tiff with Puneet in morning. He was constantly nudging me to talk in Hindi, but I wouldn't do so. That's why, he became angry and ignored me. I was messed up. First thing was my periods, and then I was in an awkward position to talk in Hindi with him all of a sudden.
I got mad at him and the first thing that came out was a F-bomb. What a ridiculous person I am. And then I rushed out of the class like a maniac. I had lost my temper and mind to behave this way.
I went and sat on the dias near AB5. I thought he might come, but he didn't. I regretted behaving that way with him. To make sure, everything was okay, I called up Kanika and told her what was the matter and to tell him to come to me.
He came after five minutes, and started yelling at me. I wanted to tell him that I was sorry, but he started telling me why did I call up Kanika and told her about the fight. He said that I do that every time and that I shouldn't repeat it.
He usually wants everywhere under his control. He doesn't understand that Kanika is in our group and that she's trustworthy.
I literally don't do anything purposely. I just lose my temper. And coming to the Hindi topic, I've never spoken in Hindi with him. Since the very first day, it was always English. I felt a bit awkward. You won't understand my mental state. Your brain works differently, Puneet.
I'm so sorry. I love you.
Yours,
Rishika :)
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