27th November, 2015.
06.56 pmDear Diary,
It was a bad day since morning. I've hurt Puneet again. Why did I do it? Answer- my fucking temper. He's a very good person. But I always make him upset. I die inside every time I hurt him. After all, he's human. He has a bearing limit. How much will he bear? That's why, he gets mad when I hurt him and talks too harshly. I feel very bad but it's me who makes him say all that.
I love him so much. He always there for me when I need him. He always takes care of me. He teachese various lessons of life. In short, he's like a guardian angel! Alwaus protective, caring, yells at me when I make mistakes and comforts me when I'm sad. He's like both- mum and a dad. I truly love him to death from my heart. I love almost everything about him- the way he smiles, the way he stares at me, the way he pulls my leg.
You know what, he's going to Jaipur tomorrow and will come to college next Wednesday. So bad. :( It's okay, but. I'll live through it. Four days only. :) I was stressed to such an extent today, that I puked my whole lunch out. Mum was so scared and was like what's wrong? Shall we go to the doctor? I refused and told her that it's nothing. I felt like everything crunching and tying knots in my stomach. So, I puked.
Now, I'm okay. He is fine, too. He's talking ti me normally again. :) I'll never hurt him this weirdly again.
Mwuaaaah! :*
Yours,
Rishika :)
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