Legit Entry #35

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13th Jan, 2015.
06.45 pm

Dear Diary,

Today is the 12th day. Today morning, he came to college with his headphones on. I knew he put them again while driving. I told him not to do so. Once we came upstairs, some of our friends were standing on the corridor and smiled at our direction. He asked one of them to give him water. I thought that now he might not ask for water from me. Then in class, he wished Supriya morning, but ignored me even though I was right beside her.

I was hurt again. In political science, I sat alone on last bench and read Mortal Instruments. PS sir declared it as a free lecture and everyone started chattering. I saw him sitting on the front side and talking to Mohini and Komal with funny gestures. I tried to concentrate on my novel. He suddenly came and sat next to me after 11 days! He stuck to me, touched me, poked me and made fun of m just like before. In between, he was going to others and then coming back to me again. He was there till break. He did the same in canteen.

In afternoon, I was laying on bed and listening to Selena Gomez's new track The Heart Wants What It Wants. It made me cry all of a sudden and took me back to those memories we had.

I need to be strong, right? I shouldn't break down this way.

Yours,
Rishika :)

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