bitches love cake

the one where i speak now

this is gunna have 2 endings, the original, and the alternative bc tear jerker

and this skips around alot, sorry

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I sat back in my chair and watched him open his gifts he received at his bachelor party. I was sat in the kitchen at the bar, drinking a beer so I wouldn't be involved in the "festivities."

I sighed after another sip of my beer. Calum is getting married tomorrow, I thought, I'm his best man, but I'm in love with him.

yep, I Luke Hemmings, am in love with my best friend since primary school, Calum Hood.

I've always wanted to tell him, but I got scared of rejection and our friendship falling apart. I thought when he started dating Shawn it wasn't serious, like all the other guys he dated. but my world really fell apart when Shawn proposed and Calum said yes.

Now he really won't ever know about how I feel towards him, and he's been so oblivious to it anyway.

I sighed and threw the rest of the beer out and headed up the stairs to go to bed. oh yeah, the Bachelor party has being hosted at my house, why? because I can't disagree with anything Calum says, not matter how much it hurts to see him happily engaged to another guy.

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Calum came running into my room this morning and jumping on my bed.

"Luke wake up! I'M GETTING MARRIED TODAY!!" I tried to smile at him but I'm sure it only came out to be a grimace.

"I'm up Cal" I sat up as he stopped jumping on my bed, sat down, and gave a hug.

"I'm really nervous about today Luke" Calum whispered, his voice was shaking as he buried his face into my neck.

"everything will work out just fine Calum, I mean you love him right?" I felt his head nod "and he loves you, so everything will be amazing" my heart broke with every word I said.

"thanks Lukey, I'm gunna go get changed now!" he hopped out of bed and bounced out the door and down the hallway. I put my hands over my face and took some deep breathes, trying to stop the tears.

I got up and walked to the bathroom to take a shower and I just couldn't hold it in any longer. I got under the running water and I sobbed. I cried every tear left in me because I know in my heart that I will never meet someone as perfect for me as Calum hood.

I heard knocking my room door just as I finished tying my tie on my suit. I oped the door with a fake smile I've wearing a lot lately only to see Michael, an day smile dropped.

"Hey Luke were almost ready to head- hey are you okay?" I looked at the floor and slowly shook my head. I'll never be alright again.

before I knew it tears were falling again and Michael had closed the door and brought me into a hug. I sobbed like a baby, and I just couldn't seem to stop, the same way I couldn't seem to stop loving Calum.

"I love calum, Mike" he took a sharp breath and pulled away so I could look at him.

"Luke you need to tell him, like now" he began pulling me out the door until I stopped him

"but Calum doesn't love me Michael" I sadly shook my head.

"how do you know?" He asked, equally as quiet as I did.