you are what he wants.

Hospital part 2

Rivers POV.

I found out about my mom through the family group chat between me and my siblings. "You ok?" Kolby mumbles as a lay in his lap. I shrug. "Not the first time she's done this I'm pretty used to it by now.." he kisses my jaw softly. "You shouldn't be used to this. I wish you'd talk to me about it. I know it hurts you even if you think you hide it well I see it." I glare at him. "You don't me that well when I say I don't care I mean I don't care don't act like you know everything about me and my fucked up family!" I get off him and go to slam the door but he grabs my arm gently. "River! Hey I'm not saying anything about your family but I've known you since we were kids I know you I know when you're quiet you are hurting but you hate seeming weak so you don't show any kind of emotion I know when you're angry you start shaking I know you hate showing emotion you hid it well but I see you because I know you I'm not saying I know everything I get if you don't want to talk just please don't hurt yourself over this let me be there at least." I sighed and blinked back the tears threatening to fall. "I don't want to talk about it." I mumbled. "That's fine you don't have to." He gently put his hand on my shoulder I looked at the floor not willing to meet his eyes if I did I know I'll start crying like a fucking baby. "I'm sorry." "For what?" He chuckled. "For shouting at you.." "it's ok I get it I over stepped." I sighed why does he have to make it so fucking hard to be angry at him?! I leaned on him. "Ky wants me to go with him to see my mom.. will you go with me?" "Of course I will." He gently rubbed circles in My back trying to calm me down.

Ky's pov at the wilds house

I sighed at my older siblings and some of my Younger sisters started to show up. Stormy, River and kolby showed up kolby glaring at Stormy pretty much the entire time as they walked into the living room. Wyatt slumped into the chair I noticed his boyfriend wasn't here. "Where's Tyler?" "I didn't want to drag him into this he's got work today anyway he doesn't need this too." He sighed. I nodded fair. Willa winter and Lyra all walked into the house Duke and Aiden stood by Lyra and winter protectively Willa decided not to bring her gf into this either the same reason I told eve not as well so I can't really say anything about it. "Well Stormy your the oldest what the fuck do we do Dad is coming back in a few days according to mom but we both know she's been wrong about that before." I sighed. "Two of us stay at the house if dad comes back the rest of us should go to the hospital and see mom the twins are with August right?" "Yeah August said he'd keep an eye on them." Willa mumbled she's pissed at mom knowing she's going to have to play mom to us till she gets better not going to lie but whenever I think of a mom figure I don't even see my mom in my mind anymore I think of Willa shes pretty much always been there for us no matter what even if she's Younger then me by like a year she's pretty much the one that keeps us together. "Ok who's staying here?" "I Will" Lyra sighed she and my mom aren't close if anything Lyra goes out of her way to avoid our mom I don't know why they have never gotten along. "I'll stay with them Wyatt Mumbles and stand next to Lyra and her boyfriend Duke." Stormy nods.

Willas POV at the hospital

I tightened my hold on the cup of water in my hand I almost broke it I'm so angry every time she does this she plays the victim my dad is an awful person but she's run out of excuses for this shit. Every time she does this I end up playing mom to my 9 siblings I can't do this anymore I don't want to be a parent anymore to my brothers and sisters I shouldn't have to be I'm not even 16 yet! I took a few deep breaths and walked back to my mom's room with a fake worried smile playing on my lips. "Here mom." I say gently. "Thank you sweetheart." She says gently I lean against the wall with stormy stands next to me he gently puts his arm around my shoulders "you ok wills?" He whispered. "Yeah I'm fine." I mumbled. "Where is August and the twins?" Our mom asked. "August is staying with a friend and the twins are with him don't worry mom." Stormy said gently giving her his jacket as she shivers. Rivers glares at her as he leans further into kolby he doesn't want to be here at all he wants to scream at her I could tell by the way his lip is twitching and his eyes burning into hers. Winter is uncomfortable she hates this as much as River it's why she's been practically living with Aiden this past month. Aiden is a good guy he's Ky's best friend from middle school we've all known him for a while I'm actually kinda proud of her for getting with him compared to some of the other people she's dated in the past. Since she hasn't gotten her mating moon yet. "Oh Willa could you get my phone please dear I should call your father and tell him I'm ok." "Why not like he gives a shit about you or any of us." River snarled. "River not the time or place." Stormy warned. "Why she knows it she just doesn't want to admit it!" "River we can deal with this later at home let it go." I gently pulled his sleeve kolby glares at me I let him go and took a step back. I grabbed my mom's phone and handed it to her River rolled his eyes. "Fuck this I'm going back to August house." River grumbles and kolby and him leave.