Chapter Twenty One
Her POVParang nanigas ako sa kandungan ni Thunder dahil hindi ako makagalaw sa gulat. Hindi ko ma-proseso 'yung huling-huling binanggit niya na sangkot sa lahat ng nangyari sa kanya.
My dad?
All along, he knew? He knew everything? Is that the reason why he was acting like he's totally protecting me to Thun? Is that really the reason why he get mad at me, to the point that he had to slap me?
Is that even for real? Like seriously? My dad?
Wala akong makitang kahit anong bakas sa lahat ng ikinilos ni Daddy na may koneksyon kay Thunder. I've never imagined that this would be really happen.
"I cannot." I said before I struggled above him. Umalis ako sa kandungan niya at bumalik sa shotgun seat. "Wait, let me process." I said to him and massaged my temple.
I closed my eyes and think about things that had happened six years ago. But nothing came into my mind! We were just a happy family before. We were still close to each other. He's just being my father and I'm just being his princess. Lagi lang siyang nandiyan sa tabi ko na umaalalay sa akin sa bawat hakbangin ko sa buhay.
The first time that I stepped my feet on the ground in my first year of college. He was there, he guided me.
Those activities that was held inside the university that the parents are involved, he was also there.
Until I graduated, he was there. He's always beside me. He put all the attention to me and I am so blessed by that time.
From the very first day of work in their company, he was the one who helped me to be hired. Everything evolved in me and my family.
Noong nangyari ang aksidente ni Thunder six years ago, nalaman din nila 'yon. He did nothing, nilayo niya lang ako at sinabing 'wag ng umasa pa sa pagbabalik ni Thun dahil siya na rin naman daw ang nagtaboy sa akin.
After that, naging busy na ako sa iba pang bagay pero hindi ako lumalabas ng bahay dahil pinagbabawalan ako ni daddy. Dapat daw ay mag-aral lang ako ng mabuti para makakuha agad ng trabaho kapag nakapagtapos ako. Hindi naman ako nagkamali doon dahil tinulungan niya rin akong makapasok sa kumpanya nila.
Everything went easy for me. Dad was the only one who helped and guided me. 'Yung mga desisyon niya sa akin ang mga na susunod, lahat ay may koneksyon kay Daddy.
But I never realized those good deeds that was given to me from my own father has something to do with the situation between me and Thunder. Sino ba naman ako para manghusga sa kanya diba? Tinulungan niya lang naman ako sa simula at lahat ng mayroon ako ngayon ay dahil din sa desisyon niya.
Pero hindi ko tinanong ang sarili ko noon kung bakit niya ginagawa 'yon sa akin. Dahil palaging nasa utak ko lang ay dahil anak niya ako and he wants all the best for me.
Pero mukhang nag-iba lahat ng pinaniwalaan ko sa mga ginawa ni Daddy. Ginawa niya ba 'yon, because he's protecting me from Thunder? He did that because he doesn't want me and Thunder to be together? 'Yun ba ang dahilan kung bakit palagi niya akong pinalalayo kay Thunder simula ng makita ko 'yon?
Si daddy ba talaga ang naging hadlang sa naudlot naming pagmamahalan ni Thunder?
If yes, why?
Bakit niya nagawa lahat ng 'yon? Bakit niya ako napaniwala na ang intensyon niya lang ay mapabuti ako pero hindi pala, dahil hinaharangan niya kaming dalawa ni Thunder na maging masaya.
Six years? Naitago ni Daddy sa akin 'yun?
"Wintz, are you all right?" I opened my eyes and I saw how worried Thun was.
BINABASA MO ANG
Weather You Like it or Not Book Two
Fiction généraleSometimes, leaving and letting go is way better than to stay and feel the pain.