Little anxiety

Chapter 10 - Documenting life

Shays POV

My head still hurts and I'm pretty sure I had a fever but no one had to know that. Calum was being nice to me and I wanted to be awake for that plus the girls must be worried sick. So it's time to put on my fun and tough exterior and bundle all my emotions up. It's what I always do and I'm not going to stop now even if it's killing me in the inside.

"Ahh Shay your ok!" Holly shouted, jumping up from the couch.
"Gorgeous how are you feeling?" Abby added.
"Babe we were worried sick about you!" Bethany exclaimed.
"Hey guys I'm absolutely fine, nothing to worry about, ok" I announced twirling in a circle and falling back into Calum's chest.
"Bullshit!" Holly yells. Shit not this again, one day I yelled bullshit at the teacher for what they were saying in class, and it kinda stuck.
"Your not actually Shay, Shay would never lean into Calum like that, she despises him!" She continued to yell. The other girls caught on and saw what she was getting at, sadly.
"shut up I'm sick, delirious and completely aloud to do this because of it!" I commanded. I love excuses, as fevers. But I don't love Calum, right...

After the girls had settled down and excepted my awesome excuse for being so close to Calum, they continued their games. And lets just say it was adorable. Silently pulling my phone out I took photos and videos to the point of having to delete apps to make room, for more.

"what are you doing?" Calum whispered, leaning in to my ear.

"documenting life" I stated plainly.

"that or your just being a creepy Fan-girl" he said pulling me closure next to him. I looked at him and his hands that had reached around my waste to pull me closure. I raised my eyebrow and looked between his face and hands.

"What??" he asked, his voice peaking at the end. Ha he clearly knew what he was doing wrong. Standing up, I wobbled a bit trying to balance myself on my weak legs but then walked over to sit in the empty sofa. Calum went from having a worried look at my wobbly legs, to having a pissed off glare aimed my way. Ha suck, now he didn't have any one to cuddle with, well neither do I but I would make that sacrifice for this situation. Looking around the room trying to avoid eye contact with Calum, my eyes fell upon Michael and Bethany. Hehehehe.

"Hey, how come you won again, thats no fair!" Bethany grumbled a cute pout taking over her dark features.

"He won because he's good at the game, unlike your sucky ass" Ashton laughed at Bethany. Jerk, lets just hope he lives long enough to apologies, because when I'm finished with his ass... My thoughts were interrupted when Michael demanded another round.

"I cheated the last round!" he yelled "we should play again so it's fair!".

"what mate you can't chea.." Luke started before being sent an evil glare from Michael. Ahh so you can't cheat in the game but Michael wants Bethany to feel like she can win. Awww he's letting her win, like a boyfriend would awww, I'm gonna die from cuteness.

"alright lets play again, this time I wont hold back!" Bethany exclaimed throwing her fists into the air. And they were off, the game had started and everybody was secretly watching.

Calum's POV

Shay had spent the last hour taking pictures and videos of our friends. She was adorable at how much she cared and loved just watching her friends be happy.
I noticed (after I stalked her on every social media possible) that she didn't have many photos of her, if any they were all of her friends and other random people. I don't get it if your that beautiful wouldn't you want to take photos of yourself.
Looking back over to her her lower lip was pulled between her teeth in concentration.

"what are you doing?" I whispered, leaning down into the nape of her neck.

"documenting life" She replied. 'Documenting life', who is this girl and what is she doing to me.

"that or your just being a creepy Fan-girl" I said. I couldn't let her or anybody else know she made me feel this funny way. So I guess it's back to being a dick head, hey. I knew the fan girl thing would work, as she stared at me in disgust and walked off. When she first stood up her legs wobbled around,  but she regained her balance and continued to walk away in a huff.

After Shay had sadly left my side I watched her as she nearly died from a cuteness overload ( which nearly made me die). Michael demanded a re-match in C.O.D multiplier 3, claiming he had cheated in a game you obviously can't cheat in. I even had to admit it was adorable as he watched Bethany squeal with excitement as she finally won. She threw her hands into the air but he quickly caught them pulling her in closure until she was sitting on his lap. Daum he's finally making his move.

"you won fare and square, your way better than me babe" Michael exclaimed, causing Bethany to blush and giggle. Both completely unaware of their audience. Looking towards Shay, she had her camera out and seemed to be filming. She cautiously walked around the pair towards the couch she left me at. Completely oblivious to the fact that I was there, I grabbed her waste pulling her down to sit on my lap. Her dark blue eyes widened and she muffled her squeal in order not to disturb Michael and Bethany. I Peaked over her shoulder to look at her camera, I was overly curious about what exactly she had been photographing and filming. 

A black and white video played across the small screen. It went from a giggling Bethany to a cosy Abby and Holly to me. There was a black and white me sitting on the couch watching Michael and Bethany, a smile spread across my lips. Why was she filming me she hates me, she would never feel the same way I feel about her, right?