Little anxiety

Chapter 43 - Get out of the darn car

At the top is Roxene and the Character is based on a great friend of ours.

Also comment on what you think is gonna happen next and who you SHIP.

Shay's POV

"Do you want a foot rub? Yeah I think you need a foot rub" Ashton asked Holly far to enthusiastically.
Since the "incident" Ashton has been doing everything in his power to make it up to Holly and let's just say she loves it.
"Ashton we need to go to school, you know that thin were you learn" Holly argued cheekily causing Ashton to mock pout.
"Come on girls, get out of my house and go and learn" my mommy shooed is out the door including Ashton. My mother was the best despite our many fights and disagreements I definitely needed her in my life and I knew the girls did as well.
"My mommy, love you!" We shouted and turned to see Ashton Keeking.
"By lovies, don't forget to be home by 10 alright as do well on your test today!" She called after us making us grumble at the reminder of yet another test. Everything was going great the girls had evolving love life's and perfect sane minds but me on the other hand well I'm rather lonely. The more and more I hang out with 5sos the more I fall for Calum and the more I get hurt. My plan to ignore him didn't work, well not that I knew of anyway and in a week I would be spending nearly every second of my time with him. So I have come up with another plan, make him jealous. I still have Ian on my side although we would be apart distance wise doesn't mean I can't have cute and suggestive conversations with him via Skype and text. Heheh I am so evil and pathetic, who knew I would stoop so low as to attempt to make Calum Hood the famous player jealous. I just hope I don't hurt Ian in the process as I genuinely liked him but I didn't love him like I did Calum.
"Shay we are at school" Abby informed me.
"So?" I questioned just coming back to reality.
"Get out of the god darn car!" She shouted fully pulling me into reality.
"Calm down hoe I'm coming" I complained annoyed at the idea of school.
"Oh I'm the hoe, at least I can pick a guy an don't bounce between two you tease!" She retorted before storming off. Shit did I do that? Ugh I'm such a bitch. 

For the past few weeks I have been out of it like completely out of it. My grades are slowly falling despite the amount of study I do and my relationship with the girls is degrading as well. The only thing I have kept consistent is my music and I don't know if this is a good thing due to the amount of songs I have written or bad because my life is slowly dying.

"You good?" Holly asked worried and disappointed at my lashing out.

"Yeah just mentally fucked if you hadn't noticed" I replied, before locking my Kombi and walking towards the main entrance. We hadn't had a gig in ages because of the tour coming up and I felt empty, unable to feed of the vibes of our fans and playing live (inner Hippie coming out).

"Shay!" A familiar sweet voice called from behind me.

"Roxene, girl where have you been, you just dropped off the map?" I asked curious on why we hadn't spoken or hung out for a while. Roxene was a funky weird chick that had the voice of a black woman (please don' get offended by this I mean it in the best way possible)

"Shay you were the one that dropped off the map, I have been here the whole time" She laughed bringing me into a hug.

"Well I say we go out to coffee this afternoon, you need to update me on your relationship, so I can sit there feeling lonely" I laughed, shaking my head.

"Totally I have work at 6:00 so we can go before that, there's this cute new cafe that opened up across from my work" She replied before we walked into class and silenced as the lesson started.

I am really excited for this afternoon, I need a way to clear my head and relax and Roxene is the perfect person to help do just that.

"Shay, your test results back I hope you do better next time because this is rather disappointing" My teacher said handing me my test and walking to the next student. Nervously looking down at my paper, my heart dropped and I knew instantly I was screwed.

Year 12  - Science Essay - Semester 2

Shay Luna Smith

D+

Fuck!! Well that's a great start to my morning.