Little anxiety

Chapter 47 - The last kiss like ever

Calum is at the top looking fine as ever and I would just like I apologies for not updating for so long I have been distracted by school word and my other books SORRY.

Shay's POV

Right now I wasn't quite sure what was going on. All I knew was I had been dragged into a bathroom buy a possibly jealous Calum Hood. Really shay you think Calum would be jealous over you, grow up he is just here to be a mean fuck boy. 

"what do you want, I have food to eat?" I asked " Whores are busy people you know" I snarkily added emphasizing on whore.

"Ummmm..." He hummed stupidly as he just stood their, idiot much.

"Well alright, if your just going to waste my time..." I said beginning to walk towards the door before I was pulled back and his lips attacked mine. WTF!! Why was he kissing me? Did he want to kiss me? Why aren't I stopping him? Daum that's a lot of questions. His tongue brushed against my lip asking for entrance but it back fired and only brought me back to this hell whole called reality. Violently pushing away from him, I stumbled back into the cabinet behind me. My lips were still tingling and on fire after our rather passionate kiss, wiping my hand across my lips as if to erase the last few moments I started yelling.

"What is this, some kind of sick joke, did the boys dare you to do this!" I yelled angrily trying to wipe away the kiss, but it didn't seem to be working as the scene kept on replaying in my head.

"What?" He asked, still slightly dazed from what had just happened.

"Is this some kind of sick joke!" I yelled louder this time, anger rushing through me. He sat for a moment as if to think about his reply, as if he was going to lie to me.

"I was just trying to prove to everyone what a whore you really are, and that you would kiss anybody!" He smirked.

"I am not a whore, I haven't even popped my cherry yet!" I retorted, now slighlty embarrassed at what I had said because a look of shock crossed Calums face before he quickly recovered.

"Oh come on, I was just trying to save that little dude from getting HIV or aids" He said slighly, knowing all to well I don't have any of those.

"Ugh I am done, I can't do this any more" I huff, "have a nice life" I say quietly before leaving the small bathroom and walking towards the garage.
"Agh!!" I hear him scream and then I heard smashing. What was he doing, is he ok? All these questions and worries were running through my head but I keep on walking, truly fed up with his shit. Why do I have to like the bad boy, why couldn't I fall for Ian or another nice boy.
"Shay what the fuck is happening?!" Bethany asked frantically as the smashing continued.
"That bastard better not be trashing my bathroom" Abby growled truly worried for her hair products and shiny mirror.
"More like did the bastard hurt you again?" Ashton asked, running up behind the girls.
"He's hurt you before!!" The girls screamed in unison before thoroughly checking me over for any sign of a scratch.
"Look it doesn't matter, it was all in the past and he apologies so...look I just need to get home alright" I responded quietly before packing up my guitar and opening the garage door.
Stepping outside I was welcomed by the fresh and calm air, we leave for the tour in two days and I don't know how in gonna deal. With the emotions running through me right now I could probably write an album. I had driven my Kombi to Abby's instead of my bike and was great full  I had when it started  raining.

Are ya'll excited for the next chapter, their leaving for the tour and that's where shits gonna go down.