Chapter 53 - Never be yours

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The TV screen flashed illumination the dark room. I was curled up against Calum my head resting on his chest and his arms around my waist. I don't even know what movie we were watching after the first one we got bored and didn't pay attention.
"Shay" Calum whispered his voice groggy and deep.

"Mmh" I answered back looking up at him. His hair had fallen over his face and my hand instinctively reach up to brush it aside.

"Umm, well I was wondering, ummm...." His voice was soft and thick with nervousness. He bit his lip and his grip tightened around my waist. 

"Yeah what is it?" I asked curiosity coursing through me. He didn't reply he simply let go of me and turned to face the other way. The air around me was now cold and the bed seemed empty. 

"Hey what is it" I asked again, sitting up to look at his back. 

"Nothing just forget about it hey" he mumbled. 

"Well no it was obvious you wanted to say something" I retorted anger rising in me. 

"I said forget about it so forget about it all right!" He said his voice raising from a mumble to a mild yell. 

"Well no if you want to say something say it!" I hate it when people have something to say and don't say it.

"Fine, if you just have to know!" He yelled but then quickly quietened down "do you like Ian?" He asked timidly. What?

"I don't know, Why do you care anyway?" I replied looking away. 

"Well last night.. never mind it doesn't matter" He stuttered turning back to whatever show was on.

"Last night What?!" I asked raising my voice. I better not have hooked up with Ian, great now I feel like puking.

"You said some stuff, but you were drunk so it doesn't count" he laughed humorlessly. 

"wha..." I began but was rudely interrupted by a certain idiot by the name of Ian. I feel that ever since last night Ian has simply become a pest to me, especially now that he is ruining me and Calum time.

Wait What!! I must still be drunk to think those things. You like Ian a lot now stop wondering mind.  I lied profusely to myself.

"What the Fuck!!" The hot headed pest burst in screaming. "You untalented gold digging whore!"

Well shit just hit the fan, and Calum didn't hesitate to jump into action. Lol today's gonna be very interesting.

"You think shes a whore, You the man whore who has banged half the female population in a year, thinks My Shay is a whore" Calum laughed sadistically holding me tighter and sitting up straight.

"Says Calum Hood as he lays in bed with my girl friend, claiming shes his" Ian countered. Truthfully Ian calling me his girlfriend made me feel sick contrast to when Calum called me his. 

"Your Girlfriend!" Calum began but paused when I squeezed his hand, signalling him to stop.

"Can I just set one thing straight? I will and never have been your girlfriend Ian" I smiled a sickeningly sweet smile.


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