Little anxiety

Chapter 44 - Plan B Jealousy

Shays at the top

Shay's POV

I hate it and I hate myself for liking or possibly even loving Calum Hood. The effect he has on me is inevitable and I still don't won't to accept my love for him, which will only get me hurt in the process but at least I will still have my pride. But that brings me to one question, why do I plan on making him jealous if I am never and I mean never going to admit my feelings for him. I mean it's not like he would actually have feelings for me let alone the feelings I have for him, so why even bother trying to make him jealous.

"Shay you ready?" Roxene asked waltzing up to my locker.

"yeah just gotta get my books" I reply. I hadn't spoken to the girls all day despite them being in several classes. I think this time I really stuffed up and I plan on fixing everything especially my mood after I go out with Roxene that is.

"By babe" Roxene calls after mushily kissing her boyfriend Jacob goodbye.

"Ugh, oh god I think I puked a little I must be coming down with the feels" I fake gag, receiving a dirty glare from Roxene.

"What, it's gross all mushy and lovey dovey" I complained as we headed to my car.

"Just wait until you get with Ian, then I'll be the one complaining" she retorted. If only she knew, if only someone knew it wasn't Ian that I wanted.

"Oh shut up and turn up the radio" I complained.

Check yes, Juliet Are you with me?Rain is falling down on the side walkI won't go until you come outside Check yes, Juliet Kill the limbo I'll keep tossing rocks at your window There's no turning back for us tonight

Lace up your shoes Ayo ayo Here's how we do

Run, baby, run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart if you give them the chance Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be Run, baby, run, forever we'll be You and me

We sing, unable to finish the song before we parked the car. Yay coffee time.

"What can I get for you today?" A waitress asked, way to cheerily if you ask me.

"I'll get a large mocha and she'll get the same" I said, handing the menus back to her. We watched as she retreated back into the kitchen, to make our orders.

"Cute shop isn't it" I suggest to Roxene, trying to avoid the obvious topic that was about to come up.

"heyo!" Abby yelled waltzing into the coffee shop with the girls behind her.

"Guys?" I ask confused. 

"Where girls actually but honest mistake" Abby snorts to herself and making me laugh. 

"Look Abby I'm sorry about this mor..." I was cut of with a very sassy hand in my face. 

"Girl I have forgiven you and we are now all here to help you with your plan" she stated confidently. Turning to Roxene I looked at her for reassurance.

"Honey it was my idea to have them here, they are your best friends and the ones with you in tour, we are going to need them" she said.

"Plan for what?" I asked confused at why the hell we would need a plan.

"the plan to get you and Calum together, of course" Abby laughed as if I were stupid.

"Alright plan B jealousy!" Roxene shout a little to loudly, earning us some glares from other customers.  I was pushed to the side of the bench seat and my urgent protests were ignored as they conjured up some evil plan to get me together with a fuck boy lunatic, Calum Hood.

They were gonna have Ian see me off at the airport where 5sos will leave with us and then have him call me straight away as we land. Throughout the trip we will have various men act like they want me (act cause no man really wants me) but the main bit is where Ian fly's over to us.
Agh why was I going along with this, was it because deep down I really did want to make Calum jealous.