Little anxiety

Chapter 48 - Misty mornings

Hey guys sooo sorry for not updating in ages please forgive me and take this kinda long chapter as an apology!! ;)

Shay's POV

My alarm clock blared through my room causing me to groan and cry out in agony. Today was the day of the tour and the start of spending time with Calum. Although last night I had spent all night thinking of scenarios and how I could avoid talking or making eye contact with him, because ever since the kiss I have been a lot more effected by Calum than I used to be. 

Walking quietly over to my alarm clock and turned it off before hopping in the warm shower. My parents weren't up yet, probably because it was 3 in the morning and we had said our goodbyes last night. I scrubbed my hair like my life depended on it but then again it did because I don't know when I would be able to wash it again on tour.

I quickly chose my outfit not giving it to much thought because I would be on like 4 different plaines for 26 hours as we headed to the USA. So I wore a pair of a black pair of leggings and a large grey sweater with a auburn hat and tan boots. I only brought one suite case of clothes knowing I would buy more when I was there and didn't want to be bothered in carrying it around.
The taxi that was taking me to the airport had just arrived and I quickly rushed down stairs before it honked and woke up my family. 

"Umm hey can you take me to the airport please?" I asked handing him my time schedule so I wasn't any later than I already was.
"Sure thing" he said and started the ignition.
The car ride was beautiful, as the fog surrounded us along with the large sky rise buildings. But it didn't last all that long because soon the airport came into view, meaning people and today I wasn't feeling very social. 

I had texted the girls to see were they were but they simply replied with s not there yet. Seriously I rushed so I wouldn't be late and yet I am left alone at an airport at 4 in the morning.
"Hey" a familiar voice said from behind me causing me to jump.
"Hi" I blankly replied to a hot looking Calum Hood.
"Umm.." He said nervously, looking around the room.
"I have to go to the toilet" I said quickly cutting our thick as fuck tension. Not giving him time to respond I ran out of this awful situation towards the little girls room.

What was I going to do I couldn't stay in the bathroom all day my flight would leave at some point.
Uhh alright let's go, you have to do this Shay don't be a little bitch.
Cautiously stepping out of the bathroom I looked both ways and searched the airport for Calum and luckily didn't see him but what I did see was just plain creepy.
A guy that looked about a few years older than me was leaning against the toilet entry way with a cigarette hanging out of his mouth. 

"Umm sir you aren't aloud to smoke in here" I said pointing at his hand in which he now held the cigarette.
"Excuse me bitch, I'll smoke if I want to, so scurry along and find some tampons" he laughed blowing the smoke in my face.
"What did you just say mother fucker" I replied sassily now extremely pissed that he had called me bitch.
"I said hurry along.. No wait stay here and we can have some fun" he smirked, leaning towards me. I tried to squirm away from his smoke drenched breathe but i was positioned in between him and the wall. 

"Ugh get off me" I gag as his hand caresses my face, leaving a oily trail behind.

"Oh come on baby, my flight doesn't leave for a while and I wouldn't mind getting some energy out before hand" He chuckled before slamming his lips onto mine. I couldn't move and it felt like an eternity before our lips disconnected, an eternity of torture.

The man cried out in pain as he was dragged into the men's toilet to my left and I was left to collapse on the floor, tears once again threatening to fall. But I wouldn't cry not over something like that.

"Get up the others will be here soon" A husky voice said behind me. Looking up I was greeted  by, of course Calum Hood. "get up he repeated again!" This time louder and angrier. 

"Who shoved a smurf up your ass" I mumbled getting to my feet and ignoring his extended hand not wanting anymore of his help.

"There is no smurf up my ass bitch" He snarled walking faster to where I left my bags and him.

"Your right, I'm sorry" I sincerely apologies "the smurf won't fit because there is already a stick up there!" I laughed a little to loudly, before walking faster in order not to be murdered.

"You fucking fat slut, you'll let some random kiss you but me, the one who loves you can't without getting slapped or some shit!" Calum called after me, laughing humorlessly. I stopped in my tracks, did he just say he loved me? No that was my imagination, he is Calum Hood a world renowned player he could never love me.

"Your right that was just your imagination" He said as he walked past me, a familiar frown planted on his face. Did I just say that out loud and hold on didn't he just call me a fat slut! Am I fat? I probably am he dates all kinds of beautiful thin models, I probably look like three hippos compared to them.

Ugh I can't even.

every body please read my other book 'hunted by my own'  It's pretty kick ass and you'll love it.