Please please please read this....
Hey guys so um I have now clue what to do. I know more than half of you won't even read this but I would really appreciate if you would take one minute to read it because I honestly am scared out of my mind and am ready to end it all. So as a couple of you know, the whole summer I have been really really sick and have been in so much pain that more than half the time I can't even get out of bed. The worst part is, I only have like two people supporting me and making sure I'm okay every once in a while. All the pain had been in my heart, my lungs, my ribcage, my stomach, my abdomen, and I have stopped breathing a few times and there has not been a day in months that I haven't been extremely nauseous. And I have lots of stories and collabs that I write and sometimes it's just all too much to do while I'm this sick. I try doing activities every once in a while but they always result in more nausea and pain. I was in the hospital the other day cause it all just got too much and I couldn't even move without wanting to scream and they hooked me up to like 20 something wires and I just didn't know that the small pain in my heart a few months ago would lead to all this. The doctors still don't know what it is yet but they said there is definitely something wrong with me and I'm scheduled to see a ton more doctors and get so many tests done and I have no clue what to think or do. I feel like I'm dying on the inside and I just want to end it all. So I have no clue when I'll be able to update next. The next update could be on time but I really have no clue. If I go like five days or a week without updating, it means that something horrible has happened to me or something. I know that probably 99% of you didn't even read this or didn't make it this far into the note but I could really use some support or nice comments or something cause I'm just ready to end it.
I don't know what to do so please just understand.
Thanks so much for reading this if u made it this far.
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