Polaroid (A Phan AU)

Okay listen up

Hey friendss ik i said that I wouldn't update this again but it's like 3:00am and I've got some shit to say mmkay

first off thanks so much for all of the reads and support on this fic. I actually don't like it all that much, it was my first real attempt at a proper fanfiction, but I'm glad y'all like it.

ok my actual point here: I'm really sorry if anyone is offended by anything in this fic... I don't think anyone has been yet, but reading back over some chapters, there are some potentially offensive things (I think, I have no real sense of judgement ahhh) so SORRYYY

ALSO, chapter fourty three... Oh my goodness. Like I get so scareddd when I see a new comment on that chapter bc its one of the cringiest things I've ever written (except for that one time that I tried to write straight smut.... *shudder*) and I'm so sorry that its really cringey but I have something to say about it

IK THAT THEY ARE YOUNG IN THIS FIC AND THEY PROBS SHOULDN'T BE DOING THOSE SEXY THINGS BUT IT IS F I C T I O N

and ik noBODY MEANS TO BC YOU ARE ALL LOVELY but the comments about them being way too young are starting to offend me on like a personal level idk I'm dumb

but its ok its ok its okkkkk I understand if you're freaked out by their ages, but like imo if you're ready to do the thing then you're ready to do the thing, obvs there's like a line, but personally I don't think I crossed it

that's completely my opinion, its a personal philosophy and I'm in no way trying to force it on you and tell you what's right but its starting to bug me

my mindset when I wrote this chapter was: 'ok, they're young, they're in love, their sex drives are through the fricking roof, but they don't want to go thAT FAR... handjobs? Handjobs.' (maybe handjobs will be our always lol soRRY BYE)

and everything is consensual, neither of them are over 16 so its not like... I cant remember the word rn but its not someone of age having sex with someone underage its two underage guys touching each others dicks, which lets be honest, almost definitely happens a lot more than you'd think.

id never write anything like that if I thought that it was in any way ... Bad? Idk how to describe it

but everyone is different and sure someone might not have even kissed anyone at the age of fourteen or fifteen but that is ABSOLUTELY FINE AND IS A PERSONAL DECISION... Like I'm 14 myself ok

everyone has the right to do what they feel they want to do in terms of sexy times, as long as its mutual consent and obvs like not paedophilia or rape or emotional manipulation or anything of the sort

people are ready to do things at different times, its as simple as that

and in this particular shitty little stereotypical fic with some nice similes, Dan and phil decide that they're ready to do the hand thingy and neither of them are reluctant or uncertain and there's consent and mutual agreement and no matter how cringey the actual scene is I find that beautiful

also Dans mum is chill just ignore her she knows no one can get pregnant she's fiiiiine with I

(although I did forget at that point that she's phils arT TEACHER IMAGINE BEING IN CLASS AND YOUR TEACHER JUST SMIRKS AT YOU RANDOMLY AS IF TO SAY 'I KNOW WHAT YOU DID YOU DIRTY FUCKER')

This fanfic as a whole, I think I had a good idea with the storyline and the characters and the description and shit, but I just lost track halfway through and got bored with trying to be original or something idk

but Cassie is still my favourite oc of all time I love her sm I just wanna throw her into every story ever

ummmm maybe that's it I think idk thankyou againnnn for over 100k reads it honestly makes me so happy (is it sad that I consider it the biggest achievement of my life lmao) I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW NO ONE MEANS ANY HARM ITS JUST GETTING A BIT REPETITIVE AND :/// TO ME

another thing, ik this won't stop people commenting on the chapter bc they'll read it afterwards, but I just wanted to put this out there idk

BAYEEEEE

~Georgina <3

(if you have any questions then just ask in the comments, ill answer I pwomisseee. Actually I might try to reply to every comment but oH GOSH IM SO AWKWARD LETS SEE HOW THIS GOES LMAO)